This book, which has taken form over a period of ten years, was not a labor of love but one of necessity, armor against an existentially snuffing harasser. Earlier versions were amateurish, as is the nature of autodidacticism.

I had neglected work on this, for a very long time, focusing on other projects, such as music production, blogging,, video art, or T Shirt design . Written in isolation, during a quarantining that lasted for ten years, it is a stylistic fusion that creates a composite portrait of myself, my world, my thought,, and my resistance.

And for those of you who don't actually buy books, but just check out the free sample: I have been sober for many, many years, and am still, sorta "crazy", as crazy as the lost King of Corona, Paul Simon, or Liability Lorde, Invisalign Billie or Melancholy Lana but not as crazy as Kyoto Bridgers. How crazy is that? —read the book!!! Pay for it, I need the money- I have been doing political blogging for free, since 2014, and now it's damn hard for me to get a job.