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CHAPTER 1

Steven Elliot didn't lose many patients, especially young ones. This was why, in addition to gifted young surgeon, the term miracle worker got bandied about in journalistic circles. So did sexy blond ponytail, sexy dark eyes, and sexy lean build. Those were downright embarrassing, so he tried not to give them too much thought. Usually. Then there were the articles that had more to do with his sexual prowess than his surgical skill. He avoided them when they came out, but the fact that one of his sisters kept a scrapbook didn't help that evasion tactic at all. Sometime, when he went home to Peacock, Tennessee for a weekend, that scrapbook was going to come to an abrupt and fiery end.

Some of his patients were either celebrities or their relatives or just people who lived in the kind of communities no one in Peacock ever visited. Or, truth be told, wanted to.

Operating on famous people added to his notoriety and, his wife had mentioned more than once, his ego. Just as it was his ego that made him say, "Sure, I can do that," whenever he got invited to a radio or television talk show. But when he wanted to talk about heart surgery and affordable healthcare, the hosts always changed the subject to his social life. As if he had one.

But people watched and listened and bothered him. Because he wasn't a particularly private person, they assumed he had no right or wish for personal time or space. So it shouldn't have been a surprise when he left the hospital the morning seventeen-year-old Jameson Edward Scott III died before he'd even been wheeled into the surgery suite, Steven was greeted by reporters and cameras.

With a brusque "no comment," he sprinted across the parking lot and got into his truck, pulling his phone out of the pocket of his lab coat as he ran. He only had to slide a finger over the screen of the phone to call someone, but that wasn't enough today — he needed an old flip phone he could jab angry fingers at.

Teenagers weren't supposed to die. They were supposed to be pains in the ass who stayed out too late and did stupid shit and drove their parents over the edge. They were not, no matter who they were, supposed to freaking die.

It took him more than one slide of his finger, but he caught the chief of cardiology on the golf course. He blurted out the news of the Holt-Scott heir's death and finished with, "You know that time off you said I needed? I'm taking it."

"How long?"

"I don't know. Maybe for-freaking-ever."

"Steven, it wasn't your fault. It wouldn't have been your fault if he'd died on the table. He was on borrowed time most of his life. It just ran out."

"You're a surgeon, Mitch. Do platitudes really make you feel better when you lose one? For one damn freaking minute?"

"No." Mitch sounded both patient and tired. "Not one. Take your time off. You've earned it. Go back to that little town on the mountain and let your sisters remind you you're human."

"You're a good man, Dr. Mitchell."

"Actually, I'm a pissed-off one. I was all set to sink an eagle on the fourth hole, and you totally ruined it. I've been playing this godforsaken game for five years or so, and I've never gotten an eagle. Never a single time, and you just blew this one."

"Sorry." And he was. Mitch was a good man, a good friend, and an excellent surgeon when he wasn't being roped into hospital politics. "If you come over to Peacock sometime, my brothers-in-law and I will take you fishing up at Grant's cabin. Once you get to know him and Dillon, you'll be grateful I'm the only member of the family you have to contend with."

"I met them when ... a few years ago."

When Promise died. Steven heard the unspoken words and remembered that a whole contingent of hospital personnel had come to his wife's funeral almost three years ago.

He stared sightlessly through the windshield. Three years. How could it be that long? The wound still felt as raw as it had the June day Promise Delaney Elliot was buried.

"But I'd like to come." Mitch spoke briskly in his ear. "Call me when it's a good time. For now, just go home for a while. We all need it sometimes."

Home.

Within an hour, Steven was on I-40, his golf clubs in the bed of his pickup. They were still there from a game he'd scheduled but never played a week ago, when springtime first started poking around in eastern Tennessee. That was the day Jamie Scott came into the hospital, his heart in shreds.

"Keep him alive until a transplant is available," his father had ordered tersely. Then he'd given his ghostly pale, cadaverously thin son a quick nod and left the hospital. His demeanor hadn't changed over the heartrending days since. He'd sat in Jamie's room sometimes, glancing at his watch every few minutes and talking on his cellphone. Whenever his ex-wife entered the room, he left without comment.

What a son of a bitch.

Steven eschewed the shorter, flatter route to Peacock and drove over the mountains instead. An oldies station played quietly on the radio, leaving him alone with his thoughts. Alone and feeling a little peaceful, which didn't happen often, especially on days like this, days when someone he should have been able to save had died.

The last time he spent more than a weekend in Peacock was when Promise was ill. Even then, at her insistence, he spent part of every week in Knoxville. He'd do surgery one day, patient care a day and a half, then head back to his wife, driving his Harley hard and too fast in a fruitless attempt to outrun the breast cancer that was taking Promise away from him.

On the weekends he went home after the battle was lost, he hung out with his brothers-in-law and a few old friends, avoided heartfelt conversations with his sisters, and visited the cemetery. He spent some professional time at Elliot House, where he'd grown up, which was now an assisted living residence its tenants referred to as the Old Farts' Home. It gave Jake, the facility's visiting physician, a break and allowed Steven to stay close to the residents he'd known all his life.

Sometimes he went to church. He'd sneak up to sit in the choir loft so no one gave him pitying looks or asked him to join them in the basement for coffee after services. Of course, his sisters were in the choir, but he wasn't scared of them. At least, not very. Usually.

After church he'd kiss them goodbye and go back to Knoxville. He knew they worried about him, especially Grace, and he was sorry for that. He'd tried pretending, once in a while, that he'd stayed alive after Promise's death, but they'd known better.

Alive or not, a probably unhealthy fondness for caffeine decided a stop at McDonald's for a large coffee. He played peek-a-boo with a four-year-old whose silky red-gold hair reminded him sharply of Promise's. Even the little girl's eyes were the same clear blue--they were bright and laughing when she jumped around her father's legs to "scare" Steven. The coffee lasted the two-hour drive to Peacock, but by the time he pulled into Grace and Dillon's driveway, his stomach was growling angrily.

His sister, her short, curly hair the same mess it always was, waved from her vegetable garden. "You're here in time to help make rows and do a little planting," she called when he got out of the truck. "April's coming on fast and I'm sneaking in a few plants. Dillon will be so relieved. I think he called his publisher and asked for a pressing deadline so he wouldn't have to help."

"You know I have a black thumb." Steven kicked off his shoes at the edge of the driveway and walked into the freshly tilled earth. "Hi, Gracie." He pulled her slender body into a bone-crushing hug. "How you doing?"

"Fine." She drew back, her nutmeg-brown gaze straight and serious on his. "It's the middle of the day in the middle of the week. What are you doing here?"

"Just needed time off." Don't ask me now.

She didn't, although he knew his sister well enough to understand the reprieve was temporary. "Okay. I've got chicken and wild rice soup for lunch and Dillon's sure to have beer. Sound good?"

"Sure does." He went back to his truck for his duffel bag. "I brought some laundry with me. Mind if I wash it here?" She rolled her eyes. "Surprise, surprise. I'll do it."

He grinned at her. "Will you hang my clothes outside in the night air the way you do Mrs. Willard's?"

"You're a pain in the ass, Dr. Elliot."

"I try."

"Hey!" The voice came from above them, and they both looked up at the second story of the once-a-carriage-house-now-a-garage. Dillon Campbell, best-selling author, Grace's husband, and Steven's best friend since before they were housebroken, leaned out the window. "We didn't know you were coming."

Steven waved. "Neither did I."

"Wanna play some golf?"

Grace's hands rested on her nearly nonexistent hips as she looked up at her husband. "What about that deadline? You know, the one that's keeping you out of the garden?"

"Well, honey, there are gardens and then there are golf courses, and the twain really shouldn't ever meet." Dillon's midnight blue eyes crinkled when he grinned at her. "But I'll be down to work in the garden. The tall guy can help, too."

"Hey!" Steven held up his hands. "What if I damage these?"

Grace shrugged. "What if you do? They're insured, and they'll heal."

He looped an arm around her neck. "You're a hard woman."

Her gaze sought his. "You all right?"

It was no good lying to her. Grace dug everywhere, not just in her garden, and she had absolutely no qualms about yanking scabs off places that still hurt if she thought it would help in the healing. "I lost one. A young one." He tightened his arm just a little, taking the comfort she offered just by being there.

"Was it something you did?"

No one but Grace would ask him that question. To his face, anyway. God bless her.

"No."

"Something you didn't do?"

"No."

The weight lifted. Just a little. He tightened his arm again and kissed the top of her head. "I've got six to eight weeks of vacation coming. Can I stay here?" He had more than that, actually, but he didn't want to scare her too much to start with.

"As long as you want. You can not only help prepare and plant part of the garden, you can hoe and clear things, too. Dillon will be so glad for your help."

"Didn't you mention lunch?"

She rolled her eyes. "Come on in. Bring that laundry. I'll get a load in before we eat."

Dillon was already in the kitchen, setting bowls of soup on the table along with a platter of sliced ham and a loaf of the fresh bread Grace baked every week. He reached to shake Steven's hand, his eyes sharp. "What's going on?"

"I've been thinking about buying a house." Steven wasn't sure where that answer came from. The apartment complex, complete with tennis courts and a pool he never used, but close to the hospital, suited him right down to the ground. Promise had hated it.

"It's like a hotel. If I wanted to live in a Holiday Inn," she used to say, "I wouldn't have become a schoolteacher or fallen in love with a doctor."

She hadn't fallen in love with a doctor, he'd reminded her. That came later. She'd fallen in love with a badass with a ponytail who became a doctor with an attitude.

An attitude but no house. She'd always wanted one, and they'd planned what they would buy or build when Promise got better. But she hadn't gotten better, and since he hadn't even learned to fully function in a room without her, he'd never considered a house. But maybe it was time — he'd turn forty in December. Although he thought the wife and family ship had sailed without him, that didn't mean he had to spend the rest of his life in the Holiday Inn, no matter how convenient it was there.

"In Knoxville?"

Grace's question brought him back to the present, to the autumn-colors kitchen that managed to be both large and cozy. "No."

Really? "In Peacock. I have privileges at the hospital in Kingsport. I can open an office there. Or I can work here in town, for that matter, if Jake's looking for a partner. We could do a hell of a duet at 'here I come to save the day,' like Mighty Mouse used to do in cartoons."

"You can stay with us as long as you like. You know that. Grace didn't mean it when she said you couldn't put a pool table in the guesthouse." Dillon grinned at him, but his eyes were full of questions.

"Yes, she did, and you know I'm scared of her." Steven took several quick spoonfuls of soup. "This is good, Gracie." He laid down his spoon. "I can't feel like this whenever somebody dies. Every damn time ... it's like losing her all over again. I know that doesn't make sense. It doesn't to me, either. For a long time, I thought it was okay this way — I'd just keep working till I keeled over. But that would piss you guys off. Faith's twins would inherit my motorcycle and my truck, so they wouldn't mind so much."

Dillon scowled. "I thought I'd get your motorcycle."

"Nah, you're married. You don't need to be cool anymore. Grace wouldn't let you drive it anyway and while it's true I'm some scared of her, you're completely cowed."

"Cowed?" Dillon's brows rose. "Since when do you use words like 'cowed?' If you don't watch what you're doing, you'll end up sounding completely literate."

Steven sneered at him. "Just because you left your southern accent in that fancy-ass apartment where you lived in Boston, not to mention a few years in France, doesn't make you literate, Campbell. Just makes you talk funny."

"I talk funny?" Dillon pointed to himself in outrage. "At least if I start mentioning body parts, people know what I'm saying, and I'm not even a doctor."

Steven snorted. "You can say that again. You barely passed first year biology in high school. You didn't mind practicing it, but you didn't know what you were doing. And all those body parts you mention in your books? You got the names from me."

Grace passed around plates with slices of chocolate cream pie on them. "You boys want to take it outside? You can work off your hostilities in the garden."

It felt good to sit in Grace's sunny kitchen and squabble with his best friend. For a while, as he forked decadently rich dessert into his mouth, life felt as precious and sweet as the pie. He watched as Dillon and Grace touched each other with the expressions in their eyes. They weren't big on public displays of affection — never had been — but the love in the way they saw each other was almost palpable.

Sometimes Steven's ache for Promise was ... less. He'd go hours at a time without remembering the scent of her, the throaty whoop that was her laughter, the perfect ovals of her fingernails. Occasionally he even slept straight through the night and woke without reaching toward the other side of the bed. But all it took was the sight of a redhead, or clear blue eyes, or a red Mustang like the one she'd left to Grace, and he was lost again. Lost and alone and ... oh, God damm it, aching like there would never, ever be an end to it.

He put his lunch dishes into the dishwasher. If he didn't give in to the ache, it would go away. For a while. "Let's do the garden thing," he suggested briskly. "I want to go to the cemetery."

A couple of hours later, he straightened from hilling soil up around pepper plants to glare at Grace. "You know, a good sister would have said I was tired and needed my rest. She wouldn't have me out here in the blazing heat —"

"It's sixty-seven and breezy. Way warmer than it should be this time of year," Dillon interrupted from a few rows over, where Steven observed he'd just killed an heirloom tomato plant. He was going to be in trouble for that one. "But in that biology class I flunked, I'm sure we discussed the temperature when heat became blazing."

"Biology, huh?" said Grace mildly, hoeing her way down the row, covering seeds as neatly as if she were stitching a seam. "Now we know why you flunked it, don't we? And you owe me a tomato plant. A Cherokee Purple. They cost the earth."

Dillon grabbed the shoulder strap of her overalls and pulled her to him. "Put it on my tab, Mrs. Campbell."

Steven sighed loudly. "Do you two need time alone? I can always go —"

"Oh, bite me." Dillon buried the broken plant in the soft earth. "But we probably are done, aren't we?" He grinned at his wife. "That deadline, you know. I need to —"

She gave him a push. "Get going, doofus. You too, Steven."

Released from gardening duties, Steven pilfered an armload of daffodils and tulips from Grace's flowerbeds and stole Dillon's bicycle from inside the garage and set off toward the cemetery. It was a good day for a ride anyway. He waved at Jeff Confer and Parker Wendell as he rode through town, promising himself to have a beer with them later.

Once inside the cemetery, he left some flowers on his mother's grave and more on Promise's mother's before lowering himself to the ground beside his wife's granite marker. "Hey," he said, leaning forward to straighten the flowers he'd stuffed into the vase on the base of the stone, "what's new, darlin'? I had a rotten morning, let me tell you."

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Excerpted from "The Healing Summer"
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