Table of Contents
Acknowledgments vii
Preface ix
1 "I swam too far in the sea and drowned": A Different View of Autism 1
The Prevailing Deficit Model of Autism 2
An Alternate View: Critical Disability Theory 4
Autobiography and Autism 5
Creating a Space for Inquiry 8
2 "The walls of my room": Representations of Home and Family 16
Opening Up: An Introduction to Billy 17
Making Connections 22
Exploring Relationships 25
Expectations: The Way Things Are Supposed to Be 28
Taking Risks: Telling Versus Not Telling 31
Locating Self 36
Claiming Ownership 39
3 "I hope school starts to calm down so I can too": Enduring, Resisting, and Reframing School Experiences 41
Imaging and Imagining: Looking Out at Others Looking In 43
Charlie: Enduring Oppression 45
Elizabeth: Resisting Oppression 50
Cody: Reframing Oppression 55
Making Space for Inquiry 60
4 "Nobody's normal in a way": Writing Ourselves into the Story of Autism 62
(De)Constructing Autism 62
Interrogating "Normal" 66
Exploring the Potential of Narrative Works 68
Disrupting the Autism Narrative 69
Managing a Stigmatized Identity 70
Autobiography as a Counternarrative 72
5 "I can do more than people think I can do": On Discovering What We Seek 75
Autobiographical Lives 76
Creating for Agency 77
Autobiography as a Counter-Practice 78
Practitioner Inquiry: Making Meaning from Our Work 79
How We Move Forward 81
Multimodality and Access 88
Considering My Own Place 90
Notes 93
References 95
Index 101
About the Author 107