Be Not Afraid of My Body: A Lyrical Memoir
A poet’s “dazzlingly propulsive” memoir of growing up Black and gay in Knoxville, Tennessee (Kaveh Akbar, New York Times–bestselling author of Martyr!).
 
Darius Stewart spent his childhood in the Lonsdale projects of Knoxville, where he grew up navigating school, friendship, and his own family life in a context that often felt perilous. As we learn about his life in Tennessee—and eventually in Texas and Iowa, where he studies to become a poet—he details the obstacles to his most crucial desires: hiding his earliest attraction to boys in his neighborhood, predatory stalkers, doomed affairs, his struggles with alcohol addiction, and his eventual diagnosis with HIV. Through a mix of straightforward memoir, brilliantly surreal reveries, and moments of startling imagery and insight, Stewart’s explorations of love, illness, chemical dependency, desire, family, joy, shame, loneliness, and beauty coalesce into a wrenching, musical whole. Be Not Afraid of My Body stands as a compelling testament to growing up Black and gay in America, and to the drive in all of us to collect the fragments of our own experience and transform them into a story that does justice to all the multitudes we contain.
 
“A memorable portrait of Black gay life, from poverty and adversity to accomplishment and poetry.” —Kirkus Reviews
 
“A mammoth creation . . . Just unbelievably rich art right here.” —Kiese Laymon, New York Times–bestselling author of Heavy
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Be Not Afraid of My Body: A Lyrical Memoir
A poet’s “dazzlingly propulsive” memoir of growing up Black and gay in Knoxville, Tennessee (Kaveh Akbar, New York Times–bestselling author of Martyr!).
 
Darius Stewart spent his childhood in the Lonsdale projects of Knoxville, where he grew up navigating school, friendship, and his own family life in a context that often felt perilous. As we learn about his life in Tennessee—and eventually in Texas and Iowa, where he studies to become a poet—he details the obstacles to his most crucial desires: hiding his earliest attraction to boys in his neighborhood, predatory stalkers, doomed affairs, his struggles with alcohol addiction, and his eventual diagnosis with HIV. Through a mix of straightforward memoir, brilliantly surreal reveries, and moments of startling imagery and insight, Stewart’s explorations of love, illness, chemical dependency, desire, family, joy, shame, loneliness, and beauty coalesce into a wrenching, musical whole. Be Not Afraid of My Body stands as a compelling testament to growing up Black and gay in America, and to the drive in all of us to collect the fragments of our own experience and transform them into a story that does justice to all the multitudes we contain.
 
“A memorable portrait of Black gay life, from poverty and adversity to accomplishment and poetry.” —Kirkus Reviews
 
“A mammoth creation . . . Just unbelievably rich art right here.” —Kiese Laymon, New York Times–bestselling author of Heavy
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Be Not Afraid of My Body: A Lyrical Memoir

Be Not Afraid of My Body: A Lyrical Memoir

by Darius Stewart
Be Not Afraid of My Body: A Lyrical Memoir

Be Not Afraid of My Body: A Lyrical Memoir

by Darius Stewart

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A poet’s “dazzlingly propulsive” memoir of growing up Black and gay in Knoxville, Tennessee (Kaveh Akbar, New York Times–bestselling author of Martyr!).
 
Darius Stewart spent his childhood in the Lonsdale projects of Knoxville, where he grew up navigating school, friendship, and his own family life in a context that often felt perilous. As we learn about his life in Tennessee—and eventually in Texas and Iowa, where he studies to become a poet—he details the obstacles to his most crucial desires: hiding his earliest attraction to boys in his neighborhood, predatory stalkers, doomed affairs, his struggles with alcohol addiction, and his eventual diagnosis with HIV. Through a mix of straightforward memoir, brilliantly surreal reveries, and moments of startling imagery and insight, Stewart’s explorations of love, illness, chemical dependency, desire, family, joy, shame, loneliness, and beauty coalesce into a wrenching, musical whole. Be Not Afraid of My Body stands as a compelling testament to growing up Black and gay in America, and to the drive in all of us to collect the fragments of our own experience and transform them into a story that does justice to all the multitudes we contain.
 
“A memorable portrait of Black gay life, from poverty and adversity to accomplishment and poetry.” —Kirkus Reviews
 
“A mammoth creation . . . Just unbelievably rich art right here.” —Kiese Laymon, New York Times–bestselling author of Heavy

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781953368652
Publisher: Arcadia Publishing SC
Publication date: 05/01/2024
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 254
File size: 3 MB

About the Author

Darius Stewart is a poet and writer from Knoxville, Tennessee. He is the author of the poetry collection Intimacies in Borrowed Light (EastOver Press 2022). His poems and creative nonfiction have appeared in the Arkansas

Table of Contents

Part I: Etymologies              

Get Ghost                                                                                           

Picaresque                                                                                          

Etymologies                                                                                       

Incidental Music                                                                                            

Miscreant Joy                                                                        

           

Part II: Nobody Has to Know

Say, Uncle                                                                                         

Nobody Has to Know

Omar                                                                                      

Love, Like in the Movies                                                                  

No Strings Attached                                                                                      

 

Part III: Some of Us Are Genetically Predisposed

Dearest Darky                                                                        

Imaginary Friend                                                                               

The Drunken Story                                                                            

Retrograde

Some of Us Are Genetically Predisposed                                                                                         

                       

Part IV: Patient Zero

Revelations

How to Reconcile                                                                              

Call Me When You Get This 

Patient Zero                                                                                       

Whiteboys

 

Part V: Code Blue Theater 

Delirium tremens                               

Rogue Soldier            

Discipline                                                                                           

Homecoming 

Code Blue Theater                                                                                                                 

                       

Part VI: You Don’t Have to Like It           

Incubus

No Limits                                                                   

You Don’t Have to Like It                                                                

Skin Hunger               

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