Table of Contents
Preface: The Atomic Bomb Saved My Life ix
Introduction: A Sunny Town for Shady People 1
1 The Argument 11
2 Lessons from Queen Street 19
3 The Chance 29
4 Enlisted 35
5 Learning the Advantages of Partnership 49
6 First Love 55
7 Imagine Sisyphus Happy 65
8 The Spy Who Taught Me 73
9 Catching the Bug in Mexico 82
10 Getting Screwed, Getting Serious 85
11 Manganeso Mexicano 93
12 Montaña de Manganeso 100
13 Frank Senkowsky 108
14 The Angel of Independence 115
15 Falling in Love with the Poppers 123
16 The Mysteries of Marriage 133
17 Hans and My Grinding Mill 142
18 Hans and Gretl 150
19 New Partners, New Opportunities 159
20 Ah, San Francisco 172
21 At Odds 189
22 Destroyed 201
23 Ramparts 209
24 Chicago's Fierce Dogs 222
25 Everything Changes 229
26 The Pentagon Papers and Project Harvest Moon 234
27 Moving to London 238
28 Adrift 244
29 Wild and Crazy in New Hollywood 255
30 My Gstaad 265
31 Gaining Traction 277
32 Turning Fifty 285
33 The Citizens Party 290
34 Seeing What Wasn't There 309
35 Being Dead Is Bad for Business 315
36 Finding My Voice 323
37 Counselor 330
38 There's Something About Charley 338
39 Coming of Age 351
40 Crossing a Ravine on a Rope 361
41 Growing Our Footprint Across the World 372
42 Looking in the Mirror 389
43 Bleeding on the Keyboard 404
44 Finding Gold After All 419
Epilogue: Seventy Years to a Better Vocabulary 428
Acknowledgments 434
About the Author 436