Table of Contents
Chapter 1 Who Am I? 1
Chapter 2 The Long Journey Home 7
Chapter 3 What Do You See? 15
Chapter 4 Preacher Man 25
Chapter 5 My White-ish Roots 45
Chapter 6 My Foundation and the Air of Hope 55
Chapter 7 The Business of Brothers 77
Chapter 8 When God Doesn't Make It Happen 89
Chapter 9 Raising My Voice and Seizing Opportunity, Whatever the Circumstance 97
Chapter 10 I Like Your Voice, Not Your Color 109
Chapter 11 The Only Thing You Know Is the Needle 117
Chapter 12 The Scary Steps of Doing What You Love 121
Chapter 13 Just When Things Were Getting Good 137
Chapter 14 Letting It Go 145
Chapter 15 Teaching to Love Instead of Hate 155
Chapter 16 The Loneliness of Fame 165
Chapter 17 Leaving the PTL 175
Chapter 18 Saying Goodbye to Jim and Tammy 179
Chapter 19 Not Quite Ready to Fly 187
Chapter 20 How Whitney Houston Taught Me to Guard My Heart 191
Chapter 21 How Much Does My Soul Cost? 205
Chapter 22 Love & Freedom 209
Chapter 23 The Fame That Matters Most 213
Acknowledgments 217
Discography 219
Notes 221
About the Author 225