Table of Contents
Lost Poem 4: Rx 1
Contouring the Flattening 2
Cutting w/JB 4
Imagine??? My Sister an Astronaut??? 5
Google Search Keywords: 8
Things the Block Taught Me 10
White House 11
Statement from Camonghne Felix on the Murders of Jesse Washington, Stephon Clark and her Attempt to Understand the Psychology of Lynching: 13
Thank God I Can't Drive 14
Zimmerman Testimonies: Day 1 15
Zimmerman Testimonies: Day 2 16
Cutting w/JB 17
Google Search Keywords: 18
Cutting w/JB 20
Trap Queen 21
On Entropy 24
Statement on Being Lonely vs. Alone 25
Lost Poem #5: I Won't Even Ask Why 26
Or, It's All in My Head 27
Google Search Keywords: 28
Lesson, Unmitigated 29
No Relief 30
Disclaimer 31
Mirror Talk 32
Police 33
Grocery 34
Sleeping on Adderall 36
Zimmerman Testimonies: Day 4 37
Tonya Harding's Fur Coats 38
No Shade, Though 42
"But in what way does the blending of two slightly different cells bring about such a renewal of life?"-Freud 43
Cutting w/JB 44
After the Abortion, an Older White Planned Parenthood Volunteer Asks If My Husband Is Here & Squeezes My Thigh and Says, "You Made The Right Decision," and Then "Look What Could Happen If Trump Were President, I Mean, You Might Not Even Be Here." 45
Beer Pony 48
Zimmerman Testimonies: Day 5 49
When I Say the Hood Made Me, I Mean: 51
Willing in the Orisha 52
"But there were times when you offered your consent with older men. You chose them & you were not afraid. Why not?"-Freud 54
Yes, It Is Possible 55
Acknowledgments 59
About Haymarket Books 64