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ISBN-13: | 9781775580362 |
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Publisher: | Auckland University Press |
Publication date: | 11/01/2013 |
Sold by: | Barnes & Noble |
Format: | eBook |
Pages: | 80 |
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Castaly
Poems, 1973â"1977
By Ian Wedde
Auckland University Press
Copyright © 1980 Ian WeddeAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-86940-717-9
CHAPTER 1
LYRIC 1
dross
He asked her for a token
she sang plaisirs d'amour
not another word was spoken
ah how he longed for more
And when his heart had broken
she sang plaisirs d'amour
she kept the heart for a token
and then she wept full sore
GRIT
The sun's arc censored daily
its drift veering north:
mountain valley plantation outcrop
wintering interstices sodden
with light, shadows foundering
in amber afternoon:
as if these waves which just keep on arriving
at the beach were staking out claims
as if this stinking wrack meant adventure
as if the child swung above the sand
between the young man & the young woman
were about to fly ...
At night, knocking grit from the child's shoe
the young man thinks:
I've no ambition
these pure gifts erode me, each day
bright as water in a brass bowl:
refractions whose edges cut me back
till I slip over the borders of seasons
mountain valley plantation outcrop
no longer fixed but fluid
as light is, no longer
an eye but a gaze,
no longer searching but sought through ...
But tapping the small load of grit
into the palm of one hand
he stands in the back yard in darkness
feeling the grit's weight
once more press him against
what, being sought, exists.
PATHWAY TO THE SEA
to A.R. Ammons
I started late summer-before-last
digging for a
field-tile drain
at the bottom of the garden
where below
topsoil that leached away
as fast as I mulched &
fed it was
a puggy clay
slick turning rainwater
frost dew snow sparrow-
piss & other seepage & drainage down
under an old shed
in the lower adjoining
section: here the water
bogged foundations & floorboards
till the whole crazy
edifice began to
settle sideways &
slide on greased clay
downward
taking a fouldrain with it:
visions of 'faecal matter'
bubbling up from clogged
overflow traps bothered
me & some
others too: it was time
to act! especially since
in addition to ordure getting
spread around &
putting its soft mouths in
deep cloacal
kisses to our
livers any obvious
breakdown in the system for
disposal of this shit
(our shit) would
bring the council inspectors round
like flies
aptly, & that would mean
they'd get to look at
other aspects of how
we choose to
live which might strike them as
unorthodox or even
illegal: for example there's
lots being done round here
with demolition
timber, & that's illegal, you gotta
use new timber,
citizen, the old stuff
which was once forests of kauri &
totara & rimu took oh
hundreds of years to get to
where it was when it was
milled, the house it knit
together stood & with-
stood 'better' than the forests
I suppose: the timber
served, anyway, it
did that for whoever watched
the process through, &
now that the houses're out
of phase much as the forests once
were, though like the
forests the fibre of the brittle
timber can still spring
& ring ... anyhow,
now it's time
to go, it has to be stamped down, splintered
by a dozer's tracks & what's
left of fibre knot
& resin has a match
put to
it: its goes 'up
in smoke' — but round
here we hoard the stuff &
use it, it easily bends
nails, it splits & you
belt your thumb often enough
to know all about that
but the structures
stay put! & the inspectors
would say 'Down
with them' — well, down with
them! ... I like the way you
have to compromise with brittle
demolition timber: what gets
built has bent the
builder as well as his
nails & nerves: he's
learnt something about
service, the toughness of the
medium may have taught him
that ease is no grateful
index to dispensability
or availability: like
who wants a companion for
life or whatever span
you fancy (they're all 'for life') who can't
put some juice
back in your
systems? — ah how you value
the tough lover who
keeps you up
to the mark, whose head
eyes language hands
loins en-
gage you, give you
elevation, a prospect, with whom you ride
up the up &
up like birds beating on in
the mutual updraughts of
each other's wings — birds, a
subject I'll come back to later
when I'm through with this
drain: what needs
to be noted here, though, is that even if
some things don't fight
back at once or
obviously, you can still
bet your 'sweet' (for)
'life'
they fight back all right & your children & children's
children will be paying your
blood-money, citizen —
well, meanwhile, we agreed, let's
keep our shit out
of the public eye & let's
keep our friendly sheds, our lovely slums,
our righteous brittle screwy
inspired constructs
up: & then
let's add some
flourishes, decoration in this kind
of setting doesn't coddle
anyone, least of all the chickens
who coop's
included in the drainage
problem threatening to
overwhelm us
all: besides, we'll all
benefit: chickens with dry
feet lay more eggs
because they're happy: happiness
as a concept may be
about as brittle as
demolition timber when the latter's traced
back to its
forest & the former
to its causes, but it
serves likewise, it teaches us
'for life': if you're
for life you're for its crazy outhouses,
the corners of happiness that don't
square: right,
there were lots
of reasons, the practical & the
ideal didn't separate out,
the forests & the brittle planks
were one, we
were engaged, we wanted
to convert our drainage problem,
transform it, tran-
substantiate it, assume it into
the causes of our happiness & the
happiness of our
chickens whose wet feet
& poor laying rates
rebuked us daily — we picked
up shovels, backed off somewhat,
then we started digging fast, we went at it, we went
down four feet & then
two more, there was
all kinds of trash, bottles & old
sofa springs & broken
masonry & bricks
& unusual quantities of bones dating
from a previous owner who'd bred
dogs, Dobermans (-men?) I
heard, then we began to get
into the clay
pug, we were out of
sight by now, the shovels hove
into view at
rare intervals,
shaken by
buried handlers
to loose the sticky glup:
a comic & as time went by
popular spectacle: for those
down in the drain
the strain began to
tell: some quit, some
hid, some developed rheums
blisters & trenchfoot, streptococci
swarmed upon their tonsils,
they pissed
chills straight from the kidney (it was
now winter, autumn had
dallied by among
the easy wreckage of an
earlier level)
they defected, deserted,
they offered their apologies, they
fucked off, the practical &
the ideal
sprang apart like
warping unseasoned
timber, boiiiinngg-
ggg ... a sound, I
thought, not
unlike a drop
on a long rope: what
deserters got once, & I found myself
wishing it on them
again as I
plied my lone shovel, bucket,
grout, mattock, axe & spade,
baling out the boggy trench
as the 'drainage problem' halted
right there, hacking
through roots (that deep!) shoring
up avalanching walls (the drain — huh! — was
by now fifty yards
long & in some
places twelve feet
deep! impressive even
if left at that) & shaving
out gummy scoops
of clay which grunting
I then flicked heaven-
ward into the blue
icy sky or
alternatively into the sky
the low colour
of clay: clay
anyway, clay & more
clay, the gobs landed up
there pretty
randomly after a while, & sometimes
they got washed
down again by the late winter
rain, heavy rain, which the
roots of trees were
sucking at, sap
beginning to rise in them,
refreshed by those
surface-feeding tendrils, those deep
tap-roots, & it's here the
story really
starts: not
that what's been said so far's
irrelevant, though I apologise for its
disorderly development &
the large number of
seeming non-sequiturs — things
do
follow I assure you, they
proceed, citizen, they practically hunt
you down, & me, who've
just been enjoying the way
these lines unfold, much
more easily than how the pug
& clodded
marl left that
drain, landing up there
out of sight & almost
burying one
of three baby
fruit trees (we're here) which
therefore didn't get its tiny
branches cut
back before the
sap rose in them as spring came
on gravely, gaily, with me still down
there in the trench
still chucking the odd
clod up & still
covering that pear tree: finally
a retaining wall
got built (use
was made of
used materials) & then a truck
came with field tiles
& another with shingle & we got
together some
used roofing-iron
& we had a drain! Yeah! there
was enough fall in it to get
'the problem' drainage
away & out of our way, the chickens
basked & laid, the clammy surfaces
of seeping banks
dried up, the rotting
structures with their feet in
clay delayed their
(Continues...)
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