Table of Contents
Prologue 1
Chapter 1 Taken 5
Chapter 2 The Hole 17
Chapter 3 Gary 35
Chapter 4 Escape 51
Chapter 5 Sandra 63
Chapter 6 Screwdriver 79
Chapter 7 Lisa 91
Chapter 8 Christmas 99
Chapter 9 Deborah 111
Chapter 10 Jacqueline 121
Chapter 11 Losing Sandra 129
Chapter 12 Alpo 137
Chapter 13 Sleepless 149
Chapter 14 Losing Deborah 157
Chapter 15 Upstairs 165
Chapter 16 The Pine Barrens 175
Chapter 17 The Outside 183
Chapter 18 Poker 191
Chapter 19 Freedom 203
Chapter 20 A New Reality 217
Chapter 21 Limbo 235
Chapter 22 The Trial 249
Chapter 23 Heidnik's Mind 259
Chapter 24 The Verdict 271
Chapter 25 Moving On 277
Chapter 26 Recovery 287
Chapter 27 Reunion 295
Epilogue 307
Acknowledgements 312
