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| ISBN-13: | 9781426791604 |
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| Publisher: | Abingdon Press |
| Publication date: | 03/17/2015 |
| Pages: | 320 |
| Sales rank: | 867,889 |
| Product dimensions: | 8.30(w) x 5.50(h) x 1.10(d) |
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Conversations with Saint Bernard
A Novel
By Jim Kraus
Abingdon Press
Copyright © 2015 Jim KrausAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-4267-9160-4
CHAPTER 1
Lewis had not been the largest of his litter. St. Bernard puppies are never small, yet Lewis was "smallish." Lewis's mother had been on the smaller side of the breed, as well, weighing in at no more than 125 pounds or so.
Lewis earned the name Lewis because of the Burden family—the family who had adopted him.
Alex Burden, the singular offspring of Trudy and Lyle Burden, sat on an old, modestly shabby couch in the basement of the breeder's house, the upholstery covered with a thin veneer of dog hair. A slight boy, of average height, with a shock of brown hair with a mind of its own, Alex also had brown eyes, penetrating brown eyes, making him look older and wiser than his years.
Alex's parents remained at the doorway, watching their son watch the puppies. Alex was a deliberate and careful child, observant to a fault. Six yelping, growling, jumping, tussling, happy puppies were among his choices. The Burdens had been promised the first pick. And his parents had declared Alex, and Alex alone, would make this decision, this puppy choice.
"After all," they said quietly to each other the night before, "they are all St. Bernard puppies with a good bloodline. Alex can't make a bad choice."
So they agreed.
Alex had been a child with more than his share of troubles in his first eight years of life. There had been open-heart surgery, almost as a newborn. There had been a repaired heart valve at age three. There was the coarctation—a serious narrowing of the aorta—at age five. Other maladies had plagued his childhood. Surgeries and doctor visits had pocked his first years of existence.
But for the past three years, his health had improved, and his doctors claimed the most obvious dangers had passed and happily declared Alex to be a normal, healthy child, with no limitations on his activities. Mostly.
Just be careful. And observant, the doctors said. Once burned, you know ...
"Normal kids have dogs," his father stated. "I had a dog. We have twenty acres of woods behind us. Our house is big. We can handle a big dog. Alex would like a full-sized dog."
So the three of them came to Clairvaux Kennels just west of the port of Gloucester. The breeder, Penny McAlister, a kindly woman of scattered attention, hovered behind the Burdens. She swatted at an errant strand of hair. Most of her hair was in strands, and most were errant. A personal style, but it fit her like a cold hand in a warm mitten.
"I know which one he'll pick," she whispered.
Trudy turned her head, just a bit.
"Which one?" she whispered back.
One puppy, the smallish one, the smallest of the litter, not actually called a runt, for no St. Bernard can truly be called a runt, the one who stood at the edge of the enclosure, his front paws at the top of the small solid partition, his eyes showing a fierce determination to scale the wall, to explore what none of his brothers and sisters had yet explored—or wanted to, apparently. The remaining members of his litter had been content to squirrel about in a large furry ball near their sleeping mother.
"Him," Penny said with finality. "He will want the one who will try to do all the things he couldn't do as a small child. He'll pick it."
Penny had been advised of the rudiments of Alex's extensive medical history.
Trudy, wearing her most sensible sweater and Danish clogs, did not think he would pick the one at the edge.
A dog who likes to explore, his mother thought, and it could be dangerous. And Alex knows too much about danger.
"This one," Alex said, pointing to the puppy who now had his rear leg almost to the edge of the partition, almost gaining a foothold, then slipping back and falling in a heap, only to scramble to his feet and try climbing the fence one more time.
Penny arched her eyebrows in celebration as she passed Trudy and retrieved the adventuresome puppy, then placed it in Alex's arms.
The puppy did not squeal or squirm or attempt to get away. He seemed most content to stare at Alex, stare hard, as if he were memorizing his face, and sniffing hard, to memorize his scent. Alex stared back. He did not speak. He did not introduce himself or tell the puppy he was a good puppy.
There was no giggling. There was no whimpering. There was no nipping and no petting—not yet, at least. None of it occurred. The puppy and the boy just absorbed each other, silent, and nearly still.
After a long serious moment, Alex finally spoke.
"His name is Lewis," he said.
"Lewis?" his mother asked. "Why Lewis? Do you know anyone named Lewis?"
She had read somewhere, in a newspaper, perhaps, young boys of Alex's age would often try to name a pet after a friend in school. The experts said it was the equivalent of awarding a high honor.
"No," Alex replied. "Other than ... like in Lewis and Clark. You know, those guys I read about who explored America. Seems like a good name for an explorer. And there's a Clark in my class. He wouldn't like it if I named a dog after him."
And what do the experts know? his mother thought, smiling.
This is how Lewis was named Lewis.
His more unusual abilities showed up later. Much more unusual than simply being adventuresome.
Lewis expected the truth.
And often got it.
Not always, but often.
CHAPTER 2George locked the front door and stepped back. He looked at the house, trying to see it as dispassionately as he could. There were memories inside—some good and, during the last years, not so good.
And now ... maybe I'll be able to get a good night's sleep ... away from here ... and the memories.
The house had been completely empty for nearly two weeks. George had sold much of the contents in an estate sale, run by a quartet of too-chatty ladies who had bustled about the house for over a month in preparation. What did not sell in the estate sale, and was in good condition and usable, went to a local church charity resale store. What George felt guilty about donating to charity went unceremoniously into a trash bin. Old metal shelving, still serviceable, perhaps, a little dented and rusty—those went to the trash bin. A stack of National Geographic magazines. (George felt more than a little guilty when he threw them into the trash bin.) Box after box of cheap—inexpensive—paperback books George read while waiting. In the span of a year or two, the pages had already turned yellow and brittle. Even the local used bookstore had turned them down. An upholstered sofa that had seen better days. Odds and ends. Broken things. A ten-year-old computer. Two old analog TVs.
And now the house stood empty and broom-swept and ready to have the next family occupy it and make a life within its walls.
For George, his time was over.
It had been three years since Hazel had ...
George did not like thinking about the last decade. Life's final descent, for Hazel, had been a long and arduous and painful path.
No one should have to spend so much time and energy dying.
George knew it was coming, her ultimate end, and so had everyone else in their small circle of family and friends. He had waited almost two years before putting the house on the market. It had sold in two months, and for his asking price. He had rented a small apartment in Gloucester and installed the bare minimum of necessities.
His one major purchase since Hazel died had been a used RV—a recreational vehicle.
We always wanted to travel. And for the last ten years or so, we couldn't. So I will go in her stead. Recreation? Maybe. Honoring a promise is more like it. A promise. A plan fulfilled.
Their one daughter, George's only daughter, only child, Tess, lived in Phoenix with her husband, Gary. She called once a week, but with her mother gone, his wife gone, they had less to talk about than before.
She had been enthusiastic about her father's plans for a trip across country.
"It will do you good to be busy and meet people."
She sounded relieved. No decisions to make regarding his care. If he was able to drive across America, he was more than capable of taking care of himself.
George walked to his car and did not look back as he drove away.
"One chapter closed," he said to himself. "And one chapter begins."
He came to the stop sign at the end of Sumner Street, the street where he and Hazel lived for forty-five years. His heart hurt, just for the moment, upon realizing some chapters are more final than others.
Ain't it the truth, he thought to himself.
If he had any idea of how the concept of truth would change his life in a few short months, he gave no indication. He simply nodded to himself, agreeing with his own sage comment, and turning left, he headed to the west side of Gloucester and his new home on the second floor of the far west building in the Gloucester Arms Apartments and Condominiums complex.
CHAPTER 3The newly named Lewis sat quietly in the pet carrier next to Alex in the backseat of the Burden's SUV. Alex slipped his small fingers through the wire bars in the front of the carrier. Lewis sniffed at them, making sure whose fingers they were, then laid down staring straight ahead. The small blue blanket had once been Alex's, and it had been kicked to the rear of the crate.
Lewis did not whimper or whine. The breeder had cautioned them to expect it.
"They are leaving their families, after all," she explained. "For some puppies, it can be quite traumatic."
Alex knew Lewis would be fine. Lewis was leaving a family, of course, but he was entering into a new family. In truth, he was already in his new family. Perhaps dogs, over the centuries, have learned they are most often destined to be part of a human pack, rather than a canine pack. A human pack would offer more love, Alex thought to himself. And maybe a better place to sleep. And food at regular times.
Alex had read multiple books about dogs—especially the St. Bernard breed in the weeks prior to this day. He knew all about instinct and tendencies of certain breeds. A St. Bernard was supposed to be noble and unflappable. Alex was not sure what unflappable meant, but he imagined it was a dog who would not get too excited about things it did not understand. Alex felt much the same way. He didn't understand all the intricacies about his illnesses and conditions, but he had accepted them as his fate. He had seldom cried. He had seldom reacted with panic.
Alex's mother turned around in her seat in the front to make sure everything was normal and upright during their forty-five-minute trip home. Each time she looked, she saw Alex, with a beatific smile on his face, and Lewis, lying prone in the carrier, his soon-to-be-massive head resting on his soon-to-be-immense front paws.
She whispered to her husband, "I think Alex has a new best friend."
"We can totally hear you, Mom," Alex called out. "Sheesh."
"See," she said, whispering again. "He said 'we.'"
"Mo-o-o-m," Alex said, in an almost melodic whine of a sort. Lewis, the dog, wasn't complaining, and as Alex sort of complained, he almost felt guilty for doing so. It was obvious this might have been a first time for Alex, a first time of hearing what he sounded like to others. Lewis, the dog, was the echo chamber, as it were, a recorder and a furry instrument playing-back-at-true- volume. Not simply a dog, but a mirror.
Alex did not want to be a petulant child—the kind you sometimes see on Nickelodeon shows and cartoons.
Alex had learned petulant last week in his advanced reading group.
"Sorry, Mom," he added. "It's okay if you whisper."
His mother did not respond, but her eyes, wide open in surprise, met her husband's surprised glance back to her. Alex had been a well-behaved boy, but not one who would often lead with an apology.
His mother had read not-saying-they-were-sorry behavior was typical of only children. They had no one to shift blame to, and "children are loath to accept it on themselves," the childhood expert reported.
When they arrived home, Alex carried Lewis around the house and showed him where every room was. He carried him upstairs to show him his bedroom. Even though St. Bernard puppies are large, Lewis was not quite large enough to master step-climbing—not just yet.
Lewis appeared to be content with a short visit in each room, sniffing and looking, as Alex explained what each room was. They spent the most time in Alex's bedroom. Alex's parents had not yet decided on sleeping arrangements. A large dog crate had been erected in the laundry room on the main floor, with a custom hypoallergenic dog mattress inside. But Alex had made alternative plans and placed his old sleeping bag at the foot of the bed.
"What if he cries at night, Alex?" his mother asked. "Won't it keep you up?"
"He won't cry, Mom," Alex replied. "He's not one of those dogs. He needs to be with me. Or near me."
His parents acquiesced to their son's request. He was not a child who demanded much. And since his medical troubles, his parents were reluctant to say no to simple requests.
Pick your battles carefully.
"If it doesn't work or if the dog cries all night, he'll have to go to the crate. Okay?"
"Sure, Mom."
During the first week, Lewis never once cried or whined at night. Apparently, Lewis curled up on the old sleeping bag and slept when Alex slept. On the eighth night, well after dark and well past Alex's bedtime, Alex's mother heard a loud whine coming from Alex's room. She hurried to investigate.
Lewis sat, forlorn, on the floor at the foot of the bed, his head lowered, his eyes staring at the ground, a thin, lonely cry coming from his small throat. At first, Trudy thought he might be in pain. Alex remained asleep and had not stirred.
Then Lewis looked up at Trudy with those eyes, those wide, imploring, deeper-than-the-ocean eyes.
And then Trudy realized she had moved the tattered sleeping bag to vacuum in the afternoon and had forgotten to replace it. She had stuffed it into a closet just to get it out of the way. She quickly retrieved the bag and folded it twice, and laid it at the foot of the bed. Lewis obediently stepped out of the way to allow her to place the bag in the precise spot it had been for the past seven days. Lewis waited until it was down and straightened flat. Then he sniffed at it once, climbed on top, circled three times, and laid down, facing the door, his head nestled between his paws. He blinked twice and then closed his eyes.
Trudy could scarce hold the entirety of the scene in her heart and quietly slipped out of the bedroom, closing the door most of the way, allowing the hall light to provide some illumination to her son and his dog, walking away before her emotions brought a tear or two of happiness.
* * *
Up until this point in his life, Alex had not demonstrated much in the way of dedication to a single task. Again, his myriad illnesses had made it difficult for his parents to stay strict, and insisting Alex stay with a task until it was finished. He had tried soccer and claimed he didn't like it. The following spring, he had tried baseball. Alex enjoyed playing with his teammates but never appeared comfortable, either at bat or attempting to catch a fly ball. He did not repeat in either sport.
So when Alex spent hour upon hour with Lewis, teaching him to stop and sit and come and walk at heel, both Trudy and Lyle exchanged glances at first, then conversations about how a dog seemed to have changed their son into a better person—or at least a person with more gumption to see things through to their conclusion.
Alex and Lewis would walk along the sidewalk in front of their house, Alex calling out, "Heel, Lewis. Heel."
And Lewis kept up, walking at Alex's right side, his head just about even with Alex's right kneecap, not darting off, not chasing an errant bird or leaf, but keeping pace. The truth be told, St. Bernard dogs, even puppies, are not known as "darters." Their movements are larger and appear to be deliberate, always considered. Small dogs, terriers, poodles, and the like—well, they dart and weave and charge and jump and yelp and chase. Not so with Lewis. There was a certain large, hefty dignity as he walked beside his human companion.
(Continues...)
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