Everything and Nothing at Once: A Black Man's Reimagined Soundtrack for the Future

This program is read by the author and combines several original tracks from Joél Leon and his collaborators, Arthur Lewis and Trevon Squirewell, and a thought-provoking collection of essays. Everything and Nothing at Once is an all-encompassing audio experience.

For readers of Heavy, Punch Me Up to The Gods, and A Little Devil in America, a beautiful, painful, and soaring tribute to everything that Black men are and can be.


Growing up in the Bronx, Joél Leon was taught that being soft, being vulnerable, could end your life. Shaped by a singular view of Black masculinity espoused by the media, by family and friends, and by society, he learned instead to care about the gold around his neck and the number of bills in his wallet. He absorbed the “facts” that white was always right and Black men were seen as threatening or great for comic relief but never worthy of the opening credits. It wasn't until years later that Joél understood he didn't have to be defined by these things.

Now, in a collection of wide-ranging essays, he takes readers from his upbringing in the Bronx to his life raising two little girls of his own, unraveling those narratives to arrive at a deeper understanding of who he is as a son, friend, partner, and father. Traversing both the serious and lighthearted, from contemplating male beauty standards and his belly to his decision to seek therapy to the difficulties of making co-parenting work, Joél cracks open his heart to reveal his multitudes.

“I learned that being Black is an all-encompassing everything...To be Black, to be a Black man in the era I grew up in, was easily everything and nothing at once.”

Crafted like an album, each essay is a single that stands alone yet reverberates throughout the entire collection. Pieces like “How to Make a Black Friend.” consider challenging, delightful and absurd moments in relationships, while others like “Sensitive Thugs All Need Hugs” and “All Gold Everything” ponder the collective harms of society's lens.

With incisive, searing prose, Everything and Nothing at Once deconstructs what it means to be a Black man in America.

A Macmillan Audio production from Henry Holt & Company.

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Everything and Nothing at Once: A Black Man's Reimagined Soundtrack for the Future

This program is read by the author and combines several original tracks from Joél Leon and his collaborators, Arthur Lewis and Trevon Squirewell, and a thought-provoking collection of essays. Everything and Nothing at Once is an all-encompassing audio experience.

For readers of Heavy, Punch Me Up to The Gods, and A Little Devil in America, a beautiful, painful, and soaring tribute to everything that Black men are and can be.


Growing up in the Bronx, Joél Leon was taught that being soft, being vulnerable, could end your life. Shaped by a singular view of Black masculinity espoused by the media, by family and friends, and by society, he learned instead to care about the gold around his neck and the number of bills in his wallet. He absorbed the “facts” that white was always right and Black men were seen as threatening or great for comic relief but never worthy of the opening credits. It wasn't until years later that Joél understood he didn't have to be defined by these things.

Now, in a collection of wide-ranging essays, he takes readers from his upbringing in the Bronx to his life raising two little girls of his own, unraveling those narratives to arrive at a deeper understanding of who he is as a son, friend, partner, and father. Traversing both the serious and lighthearted, from contemplating male beauty standards and his belly to his decision to seek therapy to the difficulties of making co-parenting work, Joél cracks open his heart to reveal his multitudes.

“I learned that being Black is an all-encompassing everything...To be Black, to be a Black man in the era I grew up in, was easily everything and nothing at once.”

Crafted like an album, each essay is a single that stands alone yet reverberates throughout the entire collection. Pieces like “How to Make a Black Friend.” consider challenging, delightful and absurd moments in relationships, while others like “Sensitive Thugs All Need Hugs” and “All Gold Everything” ponder the collective harms of society's lens.

With incisive, searing prose, Everything and Nothing at Once deconstructs what it means to be a Black man in America.

A Macmillan Audio production from Henry Holt & Company.

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Everything and Nothing at Once: A Black Man's Reimagined Soundtrack for the Future

Everything and Nothing at Once: A Black Man's Reimagined Soundtrack for the Future

by Joél Leon

Narrated by Joél Leon

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Everything and Nothing at Once: A Black Man's Reimagined Soundtrack for the Future

Everything and Nothing at Once: A Black Man's Reimagined Soundtrack for the Future

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Overview

This program is read by the author and combines several original tracks from Joél Leon and his collaborators, Arthur Lewis and Trevon Squirewell, and a thought-provoking collection of essays. Everything and Nothing at Once is an all-encompassing audio experience.

For readers of Heavy, Punch Me Up to The Gods, and A Little Devil in America, a beautiful, painful, and soaring tribute to everything that Black men are and can be.


Growing up in the Bronx, Joél Leon was taught that being soft, being vulnerable, could end your life. Shaped by a singular view of Black masculinity espoused by the media, by family and friends, and by society, he learned instead to care about the gold around his neck and the number of bills in his wallet. He absorbed the “facts” that white was always right and Black men were seen as threatening or great for comic relief but never worthy of the opening credits. It wasn't until years later that Joél understood he didn't have to be defined by these things.

Now, in a collection of wide-ranging essays, he takes readers from his upbringing in the Bronx to his life raising two little girls of his own, unraveling those narratives to arrive at a deeper understanding of who he is as a son, friend, partner, and father. Traversing both the serious and lighthearted, from contemplating male beauty standards and his belly to his decision to seek therapy to the difficulties of making co-parenting work, Joél cracks open his heart to reveal his multitudes.

“I learned that being Black is an all-encompassing everything...To be Black, to be a Black man in the era I grew up in, was easily everything and nothing at once.”

Crafted like an album, each essay is a single that stands alone yet reverberates throughout the entire collection. Pieces like “How to Make a Black Friend.” consider challenging, delightful and absurd moments in relationships, while others like “Sensitive Thugs All Need Hugs” and “All Gold Everything” ponder the collective harms of society's lens.

With incisive, searing prose, Everything and Nothing at Once deconstructs what it means to be a Black man in America.

A Macmillan Audio production from Henry Holt & Company.


Editorial Reviews

Publishers Weekly

04/01/2024

“What does it mean to be a Black man, now?” asks Leon, creative director at the New York Times’s T Brand Studio, in his intimate debut essay collection. In “All Gold Everything,” he contends that the ostentatious gold chains worn by Mr. T, Michael Jordan, and Slick Rick are a “reflection of all the excess we weren’t privileged enough to obtain when we were stolen and brought to the Americas.” Grieving the lost potential of L.A. rapper Nipsey Hussle and other Black men killed in their hometowns by local rivals or the police, Leon laments the “clear and present dangers of staying in the same places where the homies and the 12 know our names” in “Homecoming.” The tender “How to Make a Black Friend” meditates on the support Leon derives from his friendship with Tyron Perryman, whom Leon met after appearing on Perryman’s podcast, Tea and Converse: “The idea that male friendships don’t get to be as special, as intimate, and as warm as other relationships is what leaves so many of us looking for vices that isolate us from the truest, most vulnerable and loving versions of self.” Leon’s lucid prose elevates his perceptive insights into the need for more expansive visions of Black masculinity. This auspicious outing announces Leon as a writer to watch. (June)

From the Publisher

Named one of The Boston Globe’s “75 books we’re most excited to read this summer”

Named one of The RootsJune 2024 Books by Black Authors We Can't Wait to Read

Named one of Rolling Out’s “Must-read books for June 2024 by Black authors”

Named one of Ebony’s “Black Authors to Dive Into This June”

Named one of Book Riot’s “10 Must-Read New Nonfiction Releases for June 2024”

Named one of the Los Angeles Daily News’ “20 New Books Coming This Spring You Won’t Want to Miss”

Named one of the Next Big Idea Club’s “June 2024 Must-Read Books”

“These funny and compassionate essays about fatherhood, middle age, and Black masculinity will make you laugh out loud in one sentence and contemplate serious issues the next. Reader expectations are delightfully subverted.”

The Boston Globe

“Leon’s lucid prose elevates his perceptive insights into the need for more expansive visions of Black masculinity. This auspicious outing announces Leon as a writer to watch.”

Publishers Weekly

“Quirky . . . memorable . . . sensitive, entertaining, insightful . . . . ”

Kirkus Reviews

“Joél’s words are where I go when I need some inspiration. And he never lets me down.”

—Lin Manuel-Miranda, Grammy Award–winning songwriter, director, author, and playwright

“In each generation, there are only a few authors who are gifted with the ability to fully capture the best parts of the human condition. Joél is one of those authors.”

—Frederick Joseph, New York Times bestselling author of The Black Friend and Patriarchy Blues

“The intention of these excavated meditations is to provide a compass for each reader’s soul work. Within the pages of Everything and Nothing at Once is a healing journey ready to be explored.”

—Mahogany L. Browne, author of Chrome Valley, Vinyl Moon, and Woke

“What stands out most about Joél Leon is community—his empathy and deep understanding of its importance, and his ability to approach challenges face-to-face, to look within without judgment.”

—Tia Mowry, mother, entrepreneur, author, producer, and actress

Everything and Nothing at Once is a masterpiece! Through brilliant cultural criticism and courageous personal testimony, the book provides rare access into the interior lives of Black men in America.”

—Marc Lamont Hill, author of We Still Here

Kirkus Reviews

2024-04-04
Essays that circle out from the experience of a Brooklyn-based writer to explore the ramifications of living as a Black man in contemporary America.

Raised by an Afro-Caribbean mother who worked hard as a nurse, and now the committed father of two young daughters, Leon, a creative director at the New York Times’ T Brand Studio, “wanted to write a book that examined the spectrum of Black masculinity with language that didn’t feel linear, or like a copy and paste....I aim to tear apart, to pick, to probe, and to ponder.” Deeply immersed in hip-hop—he initially intended to make a living as a rapper—Leon name-drops hip-hop artists with abandon and often without elaboration, which may leave readers without his knowledge adrift, even as they appreciate his energetic prose. Because his style is free flowing, almost stream of consciousness (“I write essays like I write raps”), the author is less effective in essays that call for more tightly reasoned arguments. “Good Art, Bad Art, Black Art” bogs down in truisms like, “Blackness is not considered the norm. Whiteness is.” Leon is at his best when he anchors the essays to the details of his own life and allows his natural, quirky sense of humor free rein. In the relatively succinct, slyly comic “Belly,” the author meditates on his ambivalence about his body. Over the course of this memorable essay, he describes a history that includes snacking on fried chicken after a long day of work, single fatherhood, remarks about his belly from lovers pleased and displeased by it, and camping in front of the TV eating the pizza his mostly absentee father occasionally provided if he “wasn't drunk or hadn't spent his own SSI check at whichever bar he fell asleep at or around.”

A sensitive, entertaining, insightful, sometimes verbose collection.

Product Details

BN ID: 2940159558176
Publisher: Macmillan Audio
Publication date: 06/04/2024
Edition description: Unabridged
Sales rank: 730,087
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