Publishers Weekly
09/25/2017
The darkly comic voice of 15-year-old Lexi Green powers this road trip adventure and navigates its serious underpinnings. The disappearance of famous musician Adrian Wilkes finally spurs Lexi’s older brother, Charlie, off the couch after dropping out of college for reasons unknown. Intending to find Wilkes, Charlie sets out from New Hampshire to Pennsylvania, bringing along Lexi and their neighbor Zach, who has a “rolling two-door wreck” to get them there. The narrative alternates between the events of their journey and “Before” sections that flash back to Lexi’s relationship and breakup with charming but manipulative Seth, a pseudofeminist with control issues. Blakemore (Very in Pieces) gradually reveals the more threatening elements of what “went down” between Lexi and Seth, as well as Charlie’s depression. The varied cast includes a personable hitchhiker named Harper, junkies who try to steal Zach’s decrepit car, and Seth’s ex, who attempted to warn Lexi about him. Strong foreshadowing hints at the truth about Seth and Lexi’s history, the lack of consequences for which is all too realistic. Ages 13–up. Agent: Sara Crowe, Pippin Properties. (Nov.)
From the Publisher
A heartbreaking, raw, and ultimately hopeful road trip of discovery.” — Maria Padian, author of Wrecked and Out of Nowhere
“Lexi’s wit, fuled by simmering rage, keeps her ruminations trenchant even when she finally breaks; leaving no doubt she will emerge wise and stronger for her experience.” — Bulletin of the Center for Children’s Books (starred)
“Challenges male and female double standards by questioning them without pedantry or superiority. A well-balanced delivery of heavy topics tempered with wry humor.” — Kirkus Reviews
“Blakemore tackles issues like rape and mental illness while accurately capturing the language, angst, and melodrama that is being a modern teenager. An achingly accurate, well-rounded contemporary read.” — School Library Journal
“The darkly comic voice powers this road trip adventure and navigates its serious underpinnings.” — Publishers Weekly
“With life lessons, capers, and heartfelt conversations abounding, this is a satisfying, mature, complex read.” — ALA Booklist
“Depth that will ring true for its teen audience.” — Voice of Youth Advocates (VOYA)
Bulletin of the Center for Children’s Books (starred)
Lexi’s wit, fuled by simmering rage, keeps her ruminations trenchant even when she finally breaks; leaving no doubt she will emerge wise and stronger for her experience.
ALA Booklist
With life lessons, capers, and heartfelt conversations abounding, this is a satisfying, mature, complex read.
Maria Padian
A heartbreaking, raw, and ultimately hopeful road trip of discovery.
Voice of Youth Advocates (VOYA)
Depth that will ring true for its teen audience.
School Library Journal
10/01/2017
Gr 10 Up—When pop star, Adrian Wildes goes missing, it serves as the catalyst for a road trip escape that Lexi, her brother Charlie, and their neighbor Zach need to sort out their problems. Lexi is processing a breakup and suspects Charlie is, too, which is why he dropped out of college. Zach is avoiding his parents who have stopped talking to each other. In chapters that alternate between the past and present, readers learn more about Lexi's unhealthy relationship with Seth. The road trip is filled with adventures like an overnight stay in Zach's cousin's dorm, a hitchhiker encounter, and bathroom break at a strip club. As the search for Adrian Wildes moves forward, unresolved sibling conflict between Lexi and Charlie escalates and teens learn that there is more to Lexi's breakup and Charlie's behavior than is initially revealed. Both siblings are too caught up in their own problems to see that the other is really hurting and needs their support. Blakemore tackles issues like rape and mental illness while accurately capturing the language, angst, and melodrama that is being a modern teenager. VERDICT An achingly accurate, well-rounded contemporary read that will be of broad interest for most teen collections.—Adrienne L. Strock, Nashville Public Library
Kirkus Reviews
2017-07-15
A road trip leads to self-acceptance and inner strength. It's February, and Lexi Green's heartbroken 19-year-old brother, Charlie, has been occupying the sofa since he came home for winter break in December. When musician Adrian Wildes goes missing, Charlie suggests they find him. The last thing the 15-year-old white high school sophomore wants to do is traipse all over the Northeast searching for a musician whose music she despises, but someone needs to look after Charlie, who is still reeling from a breakup months before. They enlist their neighbor, gay white boy Zack, as driver. Lexi and Charlie's relationship is strained, primarily because Charlie's depression darkens his perspective and Lexi believes he's "sad because of nothing." Lexi's first-person narration is structured into two main, alternating parts: "Before" slowly reveals the events that led to a falling out with her best friends and to her breakup with Seth, a manipulative, patronizing faux feminist. "Now" is narrated in the present tense, and it's here that Lexi finally admits to herself and to Charlie what happened with Seth in a troubling encounter she's second-guessed the nature of for months. Lexi challenges male and female double standards by questioning them without pedantry or superiority; she's genuinely perplexed by society's conflicting messages about gender. Primary characters are white; four characters of color have minor roles. A well-balanced delivery of heavy topics tempered with wry humor. (Fiction. 13-18)
