Table of Contents
A Story to Ease the Author's Impostor Syndrome xv
What I Talk about When I Talk about Bisexuality xxiii
Part I I Want a Word for This 1
Cuffed Jeans and Feeling Seen 3
Hot and Cool 17
Girl Crush: Clinical Observations 31
True Life: I Masturbate Wrong 39
Dating and Walking 53
A Girl Called Rhonda 75
Part II I Want You to Like Me (Even Though I Don't Like You) 91
Crush on a Couple 93
The Men Who Ghost Me 103
The Power Dynamic 109
The Neon Sweater 121
Knots 145
Part III I Want to be Queer Enough 159
Out of the Woods 161
Bisexuality in Men: A Retrospective 175
Do I Make Myself Queer? 187
Bad at Sex 205
Boundaries: A Fairy Tale 215
A Few Words on Platonic Love 225
Part IV I Want Too Much and Then Some 235
A Queer Love Story 237
Brinley James Ford 247
Gender Is a Drag: A Timeline 269
Acknowledgments 289
References 293