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| ISBN-13: | 9781250091611 |
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| Publisher: | St. Martin's Publishing Group |
| Publication date: | 07/28/2015 |
| Sold by: | Macmillan |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 325 |
| File size: | 421 KB |
About the Author
Bradley Denton was born in Wichita, Kansas, in 1958. He is the author of several novels, including Blackburn, and two short story collections. He lives on the outskirts of Austin, Texas.
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Lunatics
Novel
By Bradley Denton, Gordon Van Gelder
St. Martin's Press
Copyright © 1996 Bradley DentonAll rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-250-09161-1
CHAPTER 1
Jack Was Naked
Jack was naked, and it was night, and cold. The Moon shone full in a purple sky, but the trees and clouds tried to hide it. To be sure that its light fell on him, Jack closed his apartment door and went down to the street. He stepped gingerly on the concrete and gravel. When he reached the street and looked up, he had to squint to see past the glare of the streetlamps. But it was all right. A cloud moved away from the face of the Moon so that its light became as bright as the streetlamps'. Jack was sure that Lily would be able to spot him, so he sat down on the curb between two parked cars to wait. He yelped as his bare ass touched the concrete, then gritted his teeth until the coldness faded. The things a man would do for love.
He remembered a TV commercial that had aired back when the media had first realized that AIDS wasn't going to limit itself to gay men. The commercial, in an effort to promote the use of condoms, had featured a beautiful young woman speaking with solemn sincerity: "I'll do a lot of things for love," she had said. "But I won't die for it."
The first time that Jack had seen it, he had gone apeshit. "Well then, it's not love, is it?" he had yelled. "It's only screwing, isn't it? I mean, if it's love, dying's one of the easier things you'll do for it! If it's love, you'll crawl naked across a Wal-Mart parking lot covered with broken Coke bottles! If it's love, you'll starve yourself for a month and break the fast with a washtub full of horseshit! If it's love, you'll do a jig on a bed of nails while juggling hand grenades! If it's love, you'll run a razor across your arm and write poetry with the blood! If it's love, you'll —"
He had stopped upon realizing that everyone else in the bar was staring at him.
Now, gazing up at the Moon, waiting, he finished the sentence he had started a few years before. "— sit naked on the curb in January."
He knew that he should be freezing, but he didn't feel cold. Chilly, yes, but not so much so that he couldn't keep himself from shivering. His skin wasn't even goose pimpled. The one thing that did bother him was that his genitals had shrunk up tight against his body. Lily might be less than impressed. But Jack knew that the condition wouldn't last long. Lily's effect on him was incredible.
This would be only the third time that they had seen each other, but she was already the motivation behind everything he thought and did. He was grateful. For almost nine months before meeting her, Jack had cared about nothing. He hadn't been cynical or depressed. He just hadn't cared. With Natalie gone, he had been unable to work up any emotion of any kind over anything at all. He had remembered yelling at the TV in the bar as if it were a scene from a movie starring someone he didn't recognize.
Even the presidential campaign and election had left him unmoved. When one of his friends had asked him why he hadn't voted, he couldn't even explain his apathy by saying that the candidates were all bastards anyway. The truth, he had admitted, was that he didn't care if one of them wasn't a bastard, or that one of them might even make a positive difference in the course of national events.
He just didn't care.
On an intellectual level, he had been concerned about this emotional flatness, because he knew that it meant something was wrong with him. Whatever it was hadn't always been wrong, and despite what his friends thought, it hadn't gone wrong all at once. Once upon a time, Jack had been laughing, crying, and raging with the best of them. He had protested injustice, howled at comedians, yelled at the TV, and fallen in and out of love. But it seemed to him that somewhere along the line he had contracted a slow, chronic virus that had drained the juice from him at a trickle — and then Natalie had wrecked her car in the rain, and the trickle had become a torrent, leaving him empty and dry.
But one week after Election Day, on the night of the first full Moon after Halloween, he had met Lily at the Avenue B Grocery. She had commented on the weather, and they had continued talking as they walked out of the store. They had wound up standing outside his apartment building, and after less than an hour of conversation, Jack had not only remembered everything that he had yelled at the TV in the bar, but had wanted to do all of those things and more to prove his love for Lily. He had told her so. She had laughed and asked him how he could be willing to crawl over broken glass for her when they had only just met and she hadn't done so much as kiss him on the cheek.
Jack hadn't had a good answer, so instead he'd said, "I'm a time traveler. In the future we're lovers. That's why I'll do anything you want — because in the future I'm already crazy about you."
"So how did we meet?" Lily had asked.
"Just like this," Jack had answered. "I came back to make sure it happened."
Lily had smiled. "What a coincidence. I came here just to make sure I met you, too. But I'm not from the future. I'm a goddess from the Moon."
After that, she had gone into his apartment with him, spent the night, and then disappeared for a month. Jack had tried everything he could think of to find her, including putting an ad in the notorious Personals section of the Austin Chronicle. But nothing had worked.
Then, on the night of December 9, she had appeared at his door. She'd had a hell of a time finding him, she'd said. Not only had he failed to wait naked in the light of the full Moon — standard procedure, she'd said — but there happened to be a lunar eclipse that night that had disoriented her. She had been half blind and lost while the Earth's shadow had covered the Moon, and she wasn't happy about it.
But she'd let him make it up to her.
Tonight Jack wasn't taking any chances. If he could see Lily only once a month, it was doubly important to avoid the risk of blowing it. So, cold or not, shrunken gonads or not, he was waiting outside on the curb in the light of the full Moon. He felt a little stupid, but he figured that love was supposed to make you feel stupid. At the very least.
A car went by, moving slowly. Jack cringed as it passed. A man and a woman were inside the car, and Jack thought he saw the woman look right at him. When the car was past, he told himself that he was being paranoid. The woman's expression had not been one of shock at seeing a naked man on the curb. It had just been a dull, bored stare out the window. There would not be any trouble. There couldn't be, at least not until after Lily had come to him and gone away again.
As Jack worried about the woman in the car, a shadow passed over him. He looked up but saw only the streetlamps and the Moon. Then he heard a rustle, and he looked down again. Lily had come. She stood in the street, smiling. She was wearing a blue dress and a white scarf, and she had let her black hair down so that it cascaded over her shoulders.
"Jack," she said. Her voice told him that she was happy with him. "Look what you've done for me. You'll catch your death."
She came toward him then, her clawed bird-feet clicking against the asphalt. She had worn shoes when they had first met, but there were no secrets between them now.
Jack stood. He had forgotten all about the cold, all about the car that had passed, all about everything except Lily.
"This is nothing," he said. "You should see the way I climb rivers and swim mountains."
Lily laughed and came into his arms. They kissed, and Jack felt dizzy. The scent of her hair, the soft pressure of her lips, and the firm resilience of her body charged and overloaded his senses. As Lily broke the kiss, Jack toppled backward and landed on his rump on the sidewalk.
He groaned. "You're going to kill me," he said.
"If you're lucky," Lily said. She tilted her head and cast a wry look down his body. "But you seem to be all right so far."
It was true. The base of Jack's spine ached, but everything else felt great. He stood, ignoring the popping sounds, and said, "Want to go inside?"
Lily shrugged her shoulders, teasing him. "Oh, I don't know. I'm more of an outdoor type. Wouldn't you like an open-air experience?"
"I've been having an open-air experience for the past half hour," Jack said. "I'd like an indoor one now, with a bed. And warm air from the wall vent."
Lily sighed. "You're so conventional. I'll race you." She bolted for the stairs on the outside of Jack's building. As she passed Jack, she trailed a fingernail across his chest.
"Yow!" Jack cried. He started after her, but she was already up the stairs and inside the apartment before he'd made it halfway. She was as fast as a falcon. Her clawed feet hadn't even seemed to touch the ground.
Jack ran after her, but he didn't make it to the stairs. A cop tackled him from behind, and he landed facedown in the dormant flower bed at the edge of the parking lot.
The cop cuffed Jack's hands behind his back, hauled him to his feet, and shoved him toward the patrol car while reciting his rights.
Jack was stunned. He hadn't heard a siren or even the patrol car's engine. But then, he had been preoccupied. He spat the dirt out of his mouth and then looked down to see if what he feared was true. Sure enough, he was still what one of his old girlfriends had called "perky." He suspected that this would not look good on the arrest report.
He tried to convince the cop to let him go upstairs to put on a pair of jeans and a T-shirt, but the cop was having none of it. The cop had a blanket in the car, he said, and Jack could cover himself with that. The cop would then have the blanket burned.
Another patrol car arrived then, its siren silent but lights flashing. The cop who emerged from this car was more sympathetic to Jack's plight, albeit amused.
"Let's get some pants on this guy before that thing goes off," the second cop said.
So the cops took Jack up to his apartment. Lily was not there, and Jack didn't think that either of the cops had seen her, so he didn't mention her. No sense in getting them both in trouble.
He discovered that it was difficult to pull on a pair of jeans with his hands cuffed behind his back. The cops wouldn't help. They were busy searching the place for evidence that Jack was a criminal of some kind — or, rather, of another kind than they already knew he was. They didn't find any, and they seemed disappointed.
"Not even a Playboy or Penthouse," the first cop grumbled. "What are you, strictly an exhibitionist?"
"Actually," Jack said, struggling with his jeans, "I'm an engineer. Or I was, anyway."
"Perverts associate trains with sex," the second cop murmured to the first.
"Not that kind of engineer," Jack said. His jeans were stuck at crotch level because he was even now exhibiting perkiness. It was beginning to be embarrassing. "Could one of you guys give me a hand?"
"In your dreams, pervo," the first cop said. The second cop applauded.
CHAPTER 2Carolyn's Orgasm Gave Her Hiccups
Carolyn's orgasm gave her hiccups, so she got up after Artie fell asleep and went into the bathroom to hold her nose and drink a glass of water. It didn't work, so she sat on the toilet, put her head between her knees, and hyperventilated. That didn't work either, but she got a slight rush when she stood up again, so it was almost worth it. For just a moment the buzzing in her ears and the pulsing darkness at the edge of her vision reminded her of some of her old drug experiences. A few of those days had been happy ones, although they'd almost killed her.
The hiccups were now stronger than ever, sending her entire upper body into quick convulsions. She had no idea why this happened so often with Artie. It had never happened with any of the other men she'd been with. But then, she hadn't come with most of them anyway. With Artie, coming was almost frighteningly easy, as if she were under the spell of some dark magic whenever they made love — except that half the time, the magic turned to hiccups as soon as they were finished. Carolyn couldn't help but think that it was a punishment for enjoying herself.
Artie appeared in the bathroom doorway, still naked, rubbing his sleep-sagged face. "You okay?" he asked blearily.
Carolyn nodded, but took a step back from him. Artie still had the thick vanilla smell of his semen about him. It was a smell that Carolyn liked during the moment, but not afterward. "Yeah, I'm — hurp — fine," she said. "It's just these goddamn mother — hurp — fucking hiccups again." She gave him a sharp look. "Sometimes I think you do it to me on — hurp — purpose."
Artie gave her a sleepy smile. "How could I do that?"
It pissed Carolyn off. She was being racked by spasms of near-epileptic proportions, and here the smug little prick who had done it to her was laughing about it.
"You think it's funny?" she said. "You think it's fucking — hurp — funny?"
Artie's smile disappeared. "No, babe, I just —"
Carolyn was having none of it. "You can just keep your — hurp — penis to yourself for a week or two, that's what you can — hurp — do. See how funny you think that — hurp — is."
Artie looked at the floor, avoiding the direct glare of Carolyn's anger. "Have you tried swallowing a teaspoon of dry sugar?" he asked.
Carolyn didn't bother answering. She hadn't tried it this time, but she'd tried it before, and it never worked. Artie knew that. Or maybe he was just too stupid to remember from one night to the next.
She looked at him standing there in the doorway. He was twenty-three years old with a golden, muscled body and a smooth, boyish face that only needed shaving every three days. And for someone so young, he was an amazing lover. When they weren't in bed, though, he irritated the living shit out of her.
That wasn't always his fault, and Carolyn knew it, and felt guilty about it. But she couldn't help herself. There was just something about him that got on her nerves and wouldn't get off.
It didn't help that she was thirty-seven, and that she didn't think she would be able to hold his interest forever. She knew that she was still physically beautiful — she had long legs, amber hair, blue eyes, good skin — but she also knew that with their age difference, Artie was going to stay beautiful longer than she was.
"Just go on back to — hurp — sleep," Carolyn said. She wasn't angry now, just tired of having to deal with the hiccups and Artie at the same time. "I'll come back to — hurp — bed as soon as this is over."
Artie nodded. "Okay." He started to turn away, then paused. "Say, did you see that owl outside our window while we were screwing? Biggest one I ever saw."
Carolyn was getting a headache. "No, I — hurp — didn't. When we're making love, I'm paying attention to — hurp — you."
Artie reddened. "Well, I was paying attention to you too, babe. But I mean, I heard this owl fly up, and when I checked it out it was like it was looking at us between the blinds, and then it flew off, and it —"
Carolyn just stared at Artie and hiccupped twice.
"Well, it was big," Artie said, turning away.
Carolyn watched the muscles of his back and butt as he left and knew that many women would envy her. But those women didn't know how much work a guy like this could be. He was never mean or deliberately hurtful, but he was unsocialized and naive. Sometimes she even thought that he was flat-out dumb.
Still, there were compensations. He could be awfully sweet. And he would do anything that Carolyn told him to do. Although that in itself was irritating too, sometimes.
Carolyn tightened the belt of her robe, which had come loose during the past few hiccups, and headed for the kitchen to make a cup of tea with honey. It never cured her hiccups, but it gave her something to do while she waited for them to go away.
The telephone rang just as the teapot started whistling, and Carolyn was startled. The glowing blue numerals on the microwave oven said that it was 11:43 P.M. No one called her this late. Her friends all knew better. So that meant that this was either an emergency or one of Artie's idiot pals. Or one of his ex-girlfriends calling him for comfort because the new guy wasn't being nice to her.
Let it ring, let the machine get it. She had tea to make.
Carolyn was pouring the hot water into a mug when Jack's voice blared from the answering-machine speaker. "Carolyn!" he bellowed. "Hi! It's Jack! How ya doin'? Hope everything's great! Uh, let's see, why'd I call? Oh yeah! I'm in jail!"
Boiling water splashed onto the kitchen counter, and Carolyn yelped, dropping the teapot and jumping away to avoid being scalded. The teapot knocked over the mug, which rolled off the counter and broke on the floor. Water and bits of ceramic sprayed everywhere.
(Continues...)
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Table of Contents
Contents
Title Page,Copyright Notice,
Dedication,
I • WOLF MOON,
Chapter 1 • Jack Was Naked,
Chapter 2 • Carolyn's Orgasm Gave Her Hiccups,
Chapter 3 • The Woman Had Wings,
Chapter 4 • The Kids Made Fart Noises,
II • SNOW MOON,
Chapter 5 • Marriage Was Like Eating Tuna,
Chapter 6 • Her Presence Was Warm Breath in His Ear,
III • WORM MOON,
Chapter 7 • Sex in the Woods Would Be Cool,
IV • PINK MOON,
Chapter 8 • Bologna Was Comfort Food,
Chapter 9 • Something Was Wrong with His Eyes,
V • FLOWER MOON,
Chapter 10 • The Tent Was Hot, and It Shuddered,
VI • STRAWBERRY MOON,
Chapter 11 • She Tried to Scrub Away His Scent,
VII • BUCK MOON,
Chapter 12 • Blowing Stuff Up Would Be a Positive Step,
Chapter 13 • The Branch Would Leave Bark Patterns,
VIII • CORN MOON,
Chapter 14 • Like a Ballpeen Hammer to the Temple,
Chapter 15 • The Weird Babe Was Back,
IX • STURGEON MOON,
Chapter 16 • Retaliation Was Her Right,
Chapter 17 • Below the Cliff, the River Was Black,
X • HARVEST MOON,
Chapter 18 • "He's Naked Again",
XI • HUNTER'S MOON,
Chapter 19 • He Longed to Be Truly Stupid,
XII • BEAVER MOON,
Chapter 20 • What's-His-Face Had Been Like Mouthwash,
Chapter 21 • The Shadows of Earth Were to Blame,
XIII • COLD MOON,
Chapter 22 • She Drove Faster Alone,
Chapter 23 • He Wasn't Dressed for Dancing Nude,
Chapter 24 • The Goddess Said Good-bye,
Epilogue: Lily Went to the Open Window,
About the Author,
Also by Bradley Denton,
Copyright,
What People are Saying About This
"Bradley Denton has become one of those writers for whose work...... 'Lunatic' is compulsively readable, a contemporary fable with simple eloquence and undeniable horror."