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| ISBN-13: | 9781611456769 |
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| Publisher: | Arcade |
| Publication date: | 03/08/2012 |
| Sold by: | SIMON & SCHUSTER |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 294 |
| File size: | 840 KB |
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CHAPTER 1
The Rise of the Red Guards
In June 1966 I was only thirteen. My hometown, Shanghai, smelled like it was burning, and the air seemed to vibrate in the muggy heat. The North Train Station was a sea of faces and an ocean of red flags. Sirens blared, people bustled, and horses neighed. Dust raised by countless feet hung in the air like a foggy curtain. The vigorous Beijing teenagers poured into Shanghai by the trainload like swarms of locusts. In their green army uniforms and red armbands, the newly formed Red Guards quickly stationed themselves in the busy streets, stopping pedestrians. With rulers and shears in hand, they sliced open trouser legs less than seven inches wide. They severed pointed leather shoes, ripped up colorful clothing, whipped lovers who held hands, and shaved half the head of anyone with long hair — leaving the notorious "yin-yang head." They climbed the European buildings overlooking the Huangpu River, toppling their Renaissance-style sculptures one by one. From one of these buildings they hung a huge red banner proclaiming LONG LIVE THE RED TERROR.
The red cyclone arose just a few weeks after the Chinese Communist Party broadcast its May 16 Statement to the Nation, declaring the official start of the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution: "A small handful of representatives of the bourgeoisie is lurking within our party, the government, and the army. These revisionists are conspiring to overthrow the dictatorship of the proletariat and turn this regime into a capitalist one. Some have already been exposed, but others, like China's Khrushchev, are still hiding among us."
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On August 18, golden osmanthus blossoms gave off a rich perfume in the air. The flaming crimson leaves of maple trees on Western Hill danced in the sky. The capital city of Beijing was filled with a holiday atmosphere. Gongs and drums beat in the streets. Colorful balloons bobbed in the air. Glowing with health and radiating vigor, Chairman Mao appeared on the magnificent rostrum of Tiananmen, which overlooked the immense square. Smiling, he swept his huge hand toward the sea of cheering Red Guards, who were jumping up and down in the plaza below. He wore the red armband of the Red Guards on his green army uniform, demonstrating his unwavering support. In his strong Hunan accent Chairman Mao told them, "The youth of our country must care about its destiny. I call on you to spread the fire to every corner of the country and carry the Cultural Revolution to its conclusion!"
Chairman Mao stepped down from the rostrum of Tiananmen, crossed the Gold-Water Bridge, and walked with firm steps into the masses of Red Guards, who went wild with joy. Thunderous hand- clapping, heaven-shaking shouting, and the music of "Sailing on the Ocean, We Rely on Our Great Helmsman" moved the hearts of the Chinese people.
Four days later, the heat and humidity had turned Shanghai into a huge oven, even after sundown. The air stood still and leaves were motionless. The "concrete forest," as the city was called, smoldered. The hot breeze a small electric fan created leafed through the magazines on the desk again and again. In the kitchen, Mother was busy cooking dinner on the coal stove, her light blue polyester shirt sticking damply to her back. Beads of perspiration rolled down her face, which she wiped from time to time with a white hand towel. Father, in a sleeveless sweatshirt, paced back and forth through the apartment with his hands locked behind his back. In his small bedroom, Ming, my elder brother of nineteen, was stripped to the waist, sweat streaming down his muscular chest. One of the million Red Guards that Chairman Mao reviewed on August 18, he had returned home from Beijing just yesterday. Humming a song, he stuffed his army bag with his toothbrush, towels, clothing, and Mao's books. Tomorrow Ming would set off for Shaoshan in Hunan Province, Mao's birthplace, where the Red Guards would begin their Long Marches, traveling on foot to the remotest corners of the country and fanning the campaign to overthrow Mao's rival, President Liu Shaoqi, whom Mao had declared China's Khrushchev.
"Touch my hand one last time for good luck's sake," he said, offering his right hand.
That hand was tinged with good fortune, because Chairman Mao had shaken it when the Great Leader had mingled with the Red Guards in Tiananmen Square. Waving Mao's Quotations, Ming had jumped until his legs cramped, shouted until his throat bled, and cried until he had no tears to shed. Ever since, he had refused to wash his hand. The palm was already discolored, and dirt and grease filled its tiny wrinkles.
Dinnertime was always noisy: broad knives chopping on the cutting boards, metal pots and utensils clanging against each other, the radio playing revolutionary songs. It was an evening like other evenings, full of life. Mother had prepared light summer dishes: cucumber strips, green onion and tofu, and a pot of cooling green-bean soup. My younger brother, eleven-year-old Jie, and I scurried about, setting the table and arranging chairs. When he came into the dining room, Ming brought the electric fan and placed it on a shelf next to him. The colorful official portrait of Chairman Mao fluttered on the wall in the hot wind. As usual, Father began to make conversation at the dinner table.
No sooner had I swallowed a mouthful of food than the sharp, screeching sound of automobiles braking interrupted our meal. Footsteps thundered outside our apartment, and an earthquake of pounding and kicking rattled the door. Dishes and spoons trembled on the table. The head of the moving fan suddenly changed direction. The chopsticks dropped from Mother's hand. Father's eyes opened wide, and his face went ashen.
"I knew it would happen," he said to himself.
Hastily putting on a shirt, he walked toward the door, then froze halfway down the corridor, staring ahead vacantly.
"What's going on?" I asked Ming, shaking his arm in a panic.
He sputtered, breathing heavily through his open mouth. He jumped up and went to the window, and I followed. In the center of the courtyard, four strong headlights illuminated the pavement. We could see groups of young students in army uniforms running in all directions.
"It must be a Red Guard house search," Ming murmured in a broken voice.
The chill of fear gripped me. These days house searches were rampant in the city. Just last week the Red Guards had whipped to death an old landlady whose house stood at the edge of our residential area. But so far, all the targets of the Revolution had been former landlords, rich peasants, counterrevolutionaries, rightists, and capitalists — the party's historical enemies. My parents were veteran party members. How had the Revolution come to our door?
When angry voices threatened to break down the door, Father's trembling hand finally managed to turn the handle. Suddenly our home was filled with young Red Guards. They grabbed my parents and shoved them into the living room, forcing them down on their knees to face the east and repent to Chairman Mao. An enormous brush moved back and forth, painting their horrified faces with dripping black ink. Tall paper hats were set on their heads, sinking almost to their noses. These Red Guards belonged to Shanghai Hudong University, where father was the rector.
"Where do you keep your letters and diaries?" voices shouted.
Below the tall paper hat, Father's lips quivered, but the reply refused to come out. Instantly, a wide black belt was raised. CRACK! The whip struck Father's shoulder. CRACK, CRACK! It flashed up and down in the air, tearing away the paper cone on Father's head. The crisp sound was like a sharp knife penetrating my heart. The blood of rage rushed to my head. The Red Guard would whip Father to death. I remembered the old landlady who had vomited blood after the brutal beating, and, for a moment, I forgot that to resist the Red Guards was to resist Chairman Mao.
"Don't beat my father!" I yelled and shot like an arrow toward the young man holding the lash. The suddenness of the action surprised him; his arm fell to his side, the studded tip of the wide belt poised on the floor like the shining tail of a black snake. He stood there as though frightened, still as a piece of firewood. CRACK! AS if coming from the ceiling, a lash struck my bare arm, leaving a thick welt. I raised my head. A tall girl with two goat-horn-like braids brandished a leather belt above me. My arm lost feeling and blood oozed, staining my skirt, yet my hands still clung tightly to the young man. Tears of pain blurred my eyes. In the mist I saw the girl cocking her arm again.
Mother jerked her head up and shouted from under the paper hat, "Don't worry about us! Leave the room right now!" Her pale lips trembled.
Within moments, my two brothers and I had been pushed into the narrow corridor. The wound continued oozing blood and irritated me. But I was glad that the beating had stopped.
Standing next to me, Ming panted like an old horse. His expression was a complicated mix of confusion, nervousness, and fear. Angry sparks also flickered in his dark eyes. His right hand held Jie firmly, while his left tightened into a fist, exposing blue veins. Ming's school bag still held several volumes of Chinese and English classics he had pocketed when he and his fellow Red Guard had raided his school library. They had burned thousands of books and sealed up the building, which had a venerable history of several hundred years. Just a few days ago, they had house-searched a capitalist and confiscated gold bricks and bars the man had hidden inside the walls. The informant was his own son, who in betraying his father hoped to win admission to the Red Guard organization. Ever since the beginning of the Revolution, sons and daughters had stood up to expose their parents, students beat their favorite teachers, best friends betrayed each other, and husbands and wives joined rival organizations and turned into deadly enemies. The Revolution, in its own unique way, excited and inspired men and women, old and young, all over the nation. This was what real revolution was all about, breaking down the old order and establishing a new world. People were convinced that a real revolution had to be an insurrection, an act of violence by which one class overthrows another. In Chairman Mao's words: "A revolution cannot be carried out in a gentle and civilized manner like hosting a dinner, writing an article, drawing pictures, or embroidering flowers."
In our home, the grave-looking Red Guards searched every corner, leaving nothing undisturbed. Their proud faces and spirited eyes revealed the thrill of newly gained power and independence.
"You son of a bitch!" Their voices thick, they yelled profanities to disguise their mild natures as courteous college students. They kicked at the doors and furniture and knocked down chairs. They glared at us, their postures as stiff as ramrods. Though their young faces revealed naïveté and childishness, these students, unlike the disorganized Red Guards on the streets, knew what they wanted. They were particularly interested in "ideological evidence": letters, personal notes, diaries, books. Anything disclosing my parents' ideological inclination and private thoughts was valuable to them.
In the chaos, our apartment became oppressive. The air seemed to be on fire. Scorching Tiger, as this weather was called, exhibited its full power. The wall behind me was hot, and the doors, chairs, tables, everything the hand touched, seemed to burn. We were soaked through with sweat from fear, anger, and worry, and the Red Guards too were drenched from their physical exertion and burning revolutionary zeal. When they had turned our home upside down, they continued their search in the bamboo-fenced front garden.
The creamy face of the building opposite shone a luminous silver. The moon laid its frosty light on the plants and cast speckled cold shadows on the Red Guards, turning their faces light gray, like those of ghosts. Spades hacked aimlessly and pickaxes struck at random. Fist-sized toads jumped in fright. Disturbed insects hopped and flew for their lives. Heavy feet tore the lush plants and tramped them back into the soil. Hateful hands smashed the white and pink roses as the Red Guards dug down three feet deep to find "ideological evidence." Unsuccessful, they stormed back into the rooms and began ripping up the floors and battering the walls. New dust and old dust danced together under the lightbulbs, spreading like a cloud. Heavy breathing and the sounds of the pickaxes rose and fell.
As the frenzied wrecking went on, evening grew into night. Heat seemed to hiss in the air. Sweat stung the wound on my arm and dripped down to my fingertips. After declaring victory, most of the Red Guards left to assist with other house searches. Desks and chairs lay upside down. The small electric fan was dead on the floor. Landscape paintings in green and black had been torn to shreds. In front of my kneeling mother, a young man cut her wedding dress, embroidered with eight-cornered gold coins on purple satin, into pieces. He stamped on the satin strips as if crushing worms. Then he ordered Mother to get up and go with us children into the courtyard. Hands trembling, Mother removed the paper hat that was pressing on the bridge of her nose and drew herself up. She staggered but steadied herself quickly. Sweat cut many tiny ditches on her ink- darkened cheeks. Father raised his swollen face and attempted to stand up also, but a foot pressed him down hard.
CHAPTER 2Sword Out of the Scabbard
Bright stars, like shining eyes, blinked sharply in the dark sky. Silver moonlight sprayed evenly over the Chinese ivy twining with tiny purple and white flowers around the bamboo fences of household gardens. The trailing scent clung to the night air.
In the entrance to the Hudong University family housing, huge red flags surrounded a makeshift platform. Onstage the Red Guards were performing their famous Ardent Loyalty Dance, sweeping the enormous flags like hacking scythes from side to side. Other dancers placed their hands on their waists and jumped up and down like rabbits, stomping in unison with all their force and making a deafening sound. A cloud of dust rose under their hopping feet. Then all movement suddenly stopped. Bodies still, they gazed up to the sky, their faces solemn and eyes glistening. During the daytime they looked right at the red sun. In the evening they looked toward the North Star, which was said to be Chairman Mao guiding the Chinese people in the revolutionary direction.
Four Red Guards played a huge drum, drawing workers from outside the compound into the crowd. Climbing up and down the chain-link fence, clamorous youngsters took the chaos to be a holiday celebration.
Accompanied by the fast rhythm of the beating drums, Father and other school officials were brought onto the platform one by one. Two Red Guards twisted Fathers arms behind his back and pressed his head down almost to his knees, forcing him to jog forward. This was the infamous "jet planing" torture. My eyes followed Father's distorted figure. My heart galloped in my throat. I held my breath tightly, my hands sticky with cold sweat.
The Capitalist Roaders, as they were called, nine men and one woman, "stood" in a row, their backs bowed at a ninety-degree angle so they could see only their feet and the ground in front of them. From their necks, the Red Guards hung two-foot-wide blackboards. As the biggest Capitalist Roader of the school, Father received a board bigger and heavier than the others. All of the school officials wore the yin-yang head, the newly shaved halves of their scalps glistening under the harsh light. Rings of flying moths and other night insects encircled the lamps, dazzling my eyes. The white bulbs reminded me of the merciless sun before it sank below the horizon. Long-horned grasshoppers hiding in the gardens raised such a racket that a new stream of sweat trickled down my forehead.
The hubbub stopped when General Ma, a slim young lecturer, stepped onto the platform. He was the commander of the Red Guards of the university and the mastermind behind tonight's sudden action. He was clad in a white shirt and green army pants. On his left arm he had pinned the conspicuous red armband with the prominent head of Chairman Mao.
General Ma raised his arms high in the air and shouted to the audience: "Tonight we have ended the rule of the Capitalist Roaders, the running dogs of Liu Shaoqi, China's Khrushchev. Our school will march along Chairman Mao's glorious revolutionary line to the final victory." His face was shiny with sweat when he finished. The drum sounded again; the hands and the red silk streamers on the drumsticks danced vigorously in the hot air.
The prearranged speakers began criticizing the school officials one by one, repeating the editorial in the People's Daily: "The capitalist class inside the party dreams every minute of restoring capitalism in our country and changing the color of the red flag. If this can be tolerated, what cannot?"
(Continues…)
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Table of Contents
Author's Note,
Acknowledgments,
1 Dragon Calamity,
1 The Rise of the Red Guards,
2 Sword Out of the Scabbard,
3 Holy Months,
4 A Song of Loyalty,
5 The Dog's Son and Daughter,
6 The Death of Civilization,
7 Unbridled,
8 The Fall of the Red Guards,
2 Between Fire and Blood,
9 Good-bye Shanghai,
10 This Broad Land,
11 Fear Neither Hardships nor Death,
12 The Sugar Trap,
13 The Da Zhai Movement,
14 Asceticism — Spring Tide under the Iceberg,
15 Dance with Fire,
16 The Price Paid,
17 The Beauty of a Goddess,
18 Mother's Heart,
19 Our Footsteps Stop Here,
20 The Lin Biao Incident,
21 Marriage — Springboard Back to the City,
22 The Tide Turns,
23 Farewell,
3 The Impenetrable Kingdom,
24 A Student of a Kind,
25 Professor "Rat Crossing the Street",
26 The Punishment of Knowledge,
27 Open-Door Schooling,
28 Nipping the Bud of Love,
29 A Slip of the Tongue,
30 Down with Deng Xiaoping,
31 A Stab in the Back,
32 All Rivers Flow to the Sea,
33 Flight to Freedom,
34 A Calling,
Chronology of Events,
