Shadows in the Mirror

by Linda Hall

Overview

A thriller of fear and faith that “takes a young woman on a journey to find her past and leads the reader right into a mystery about the present” (Fresh Fiction).

“Never go back to Burlington!” Those were the dying words of the secretive aunt who’d raised orphaned Marylee Simson. Yet to discover who she was, Marylee had to go back, sure the Lord would look out for her. But learning anything about her past was proving impossible. Why were there no records of the accident that claimed her parents’ lives? No records of her parents, period? And who was trying to stop her from finding out? Someone whose threats were escalating. Someone close to her, such as Evan Baxter, the handsome photographer she’d entrusted with the one clue she had.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781426807442
Publisher:	Harlequin
Publication date:	11/29/2022
Series:	Love Inspired Suspense Series
Sold by:	Barnes & Noble
Format:	eBook
Pages:	256
Sales rank:	608,420
File size:	463 KB

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23 Years Later

"Mom, Dad," I whispered. "Things are good here. I want you to know that. I'm even sort of happy. The shop is doing well and I found a nice church to go to and I'm making a few friends. And there's even this guy who smiles at me."

Why did I just say that? I'm not ready for any man to smile at me. Especially not after the fiasco of my engagement. "Of course, you know my doubts because I've told you all of this in great detail, but it's still nice to know that I've still got it, whatever 'it' is. And in a couple of minutes, I'm heading downstairs for my class. I can't believe eleven people signed up for my mirrors class. I think you'd be proud of me."

I sighed and placed the framed photo of my parents back down on my end table. I let my fingers glide along the top and rest there for a moment. The thing was, I had no idea whether they would be proud of me or not.

I don't know my parents. They were killed in a car accident when I was three and a half. All I have is this one picture. And yes, I talk to it. It's one of my quirkier habits, but it's one that gives me a strange sort of comfort.

"Hey, Marylee, hi."

I gasped, turned. Johanna, my best friend, or as best a friend can be after only half a year of knowing someone, was standing in my bedroom doorway. I stood up and straightened the photo on my nightstand.

She said, "Your door was unlocked." She motioned toward my kitchen and to the door that led out of my apartment and down the back stairs. "So I came in. I knocked on the doorjamb. Guess you didn't hear me."

She saw the look on my face. "Sorry. I should've knocked louder. I didn't mean to startle you. You were on the phone?"

"No." I offered no explanation. Not a lot of people know that I regularly talk to my dead parents.

She was still in the doorway, nervously urging one side of her hair up into a small jeweled barrette while she talked. "Oh, I can't get this-sorry for barging in- does this look all right?"

"You look fine." I moved away from the picture.

"Your hair is beautiful." And it was. My friend always looks fine; petite and pretty.

"It's a hopeless frizz mop in this weather," she said.

"Call me Medusa lady. Snakes for hair." My friend Johanna teaches English lit at the community college so she regularly peppers her conversations with literary references.

"No, your hair has body," I said, fiddling with her barrette. "Not like my straight mop. It rains and mine flattens into my head. And it's such a boring brown."

"You could get highlights. Your smiling coffee guy might like it." She was grinning and I was grinning and I was happy she was my friend.

"I don't have a smiling coffee guy," I said.

"Sure you do." She pointed at me. "The guy you keep telling me about, the one who just happens to be in the coffee shop every morning when you just happen to get your coffee, the guy who just happens to smile when he sees you, that guy." She reached into her pocket for her lipstick. Johanna never carries a purse; instead all of her jackets and pants have copious pockets in which she keeps loose change and lipsticks and combs and barrettes.

"He winked at me today," I told her.

"He winked at you!" She stopped and turned, holding the lipstick tube. "That's a step up from smiling, you know."

"There's no step up. There's no steps anywhere in a relationship that's not a relationship. I don't even know his name." I pulled my own hair back into a pink scrunchie I'd had on my wrist. "And besides, I'm not interested."

I wish I were glamorous. Or at least sort of pretty. But every time I look at myself I think of my aunt Rose who raised me; capable, smart, talented, plain. When I was fourteen a neighbor of ours called me handsome.

That's me, handsome. No wonder my former fianc dropped me like a sack of composted turnips.

"You need to learn the way things work, Marylee," Johanna said, capping her lipstick tube. "First there's the look, and then there's the half smile. You know, the mouth only up on one side." She did a pretty good facsimile.

"Then there's the full smile. And then there's the wink. And need I mention that your coffee guy is way beyond my Evan? I went into his photo shop today to get some pictures developed. All he said was, 'Hello, Johanna. Nice weather, isn't it?'That was it. That was all. Nothing. After all we shared, he's talking about the weather."

"Johanna." I turned to her. "You're such a great person, you shouldn't be wasting your time on some idiot who's treated you horribly."

"He didn't treat me that horribly. He just never called me again."

"Same difference," I said.

I had heard often about the wonderful and famous Evan and the two glorious dates they'd gone on, and then how Evan hadn't called. Still, Johanna had multiple excuses for him. He was busy with work. He'd just come off a broken engagement. He'd been so hurt in life he had trouble committing.

She opened her mouth to say something and then clamped it shut and shrugged. Finally she said, "I just wish that someone, I don't even care who, would finally break through that thick hedge of his soul."

I grinned at her. "Oh, you do care," I said. "You want that person to be you. Admit it."

She put up both hands in mock surrender and shook her head. "No, I'm an adult. Seriously. I mean, of course I would like it to be me, but I'm ready for whatever." Then she added, "I pray for him every day, you know."

"Personally, I think you're wasting your time."

She shrugged, looked away from me. Were we good enough friends for me to say that to her? I hoped I hadn't hurt her, but it maddened me that my new friend was enamored of a guy who took her out twice and then just stopped calling with no explanation.

"Well," I said and pulled on my blue sweater, "we should get downstairs. Class awaits."

But she was standing there, quiet. "Marylee, may I ask who were you talking to when I came in? Did I interrupt something?"

Maybe Johanna could be trusted with some of the secrets of my life. "I was talking to my parents."

"Your parents!" She looked at me, wide-eyed. "On the phone? But, I thought..."

"I know it's strange, but I have a picture of them and I've been talking to that picture for, like, my whole life. It sort of, I don't know, gives me comfort. Sounds weird."

"It doesn't sound weird at all. Can I see them? Do we have time?"

I went and got the photo from the nightstand and showed it to her. She studied it. "She's so pretty. Your mother."

I nodded. In the twenty years since my aunt Rose had given me this framed photo on my birthday, I had memorized every nuance, every shadow, every square inch. My father is handsome and tall and stands with his arm protectively around my mother. She looks up at him, her sweep of long blond hair falling gently down her shoulders to her waist. She wears a green cotton dress and is barefoot. They're both barefoot. Her feet are dainty and small, so unlike my own. She's young and pretty, younger than I am now. Behind them is the blue of Lake Champlain.

All of my growing up years I wanted hair like my mother's, long and softly curling and blond. Instead, mine is more like my aunt Rose's, plain and straight and brown. Plus, my mother is so slender, and I'm always battling five pounds, sometimes winning, sometimes losing.

Johanna looked at the picture and said, "I thought your mother was the picture you have in your living room, that one on the wall. The resemblance is quite strong. I always thought you look so much like her."

"No," I said. "That's my aunt Rose. She raised me after my parents were killed."

Johanna set the picture down on the kitchen table, where we now stood, and I made sure the French doors to the balcony off my kitchen were locked. I closed the curtains on the windows that overlooked the tiny porch. Actually, it was this little postage stamp of a wrought-iron deck that sold me on the place. It's only big enough to hold not much more than my wicker rocking chair, and even though it overlooks a back alley, I like sitting out here on warm nights with a book.

Doors, windows securely shut and locked, I grabbed my keys and said, "We better get going.

Downstairs we have eleven ladies wanting to learn how to make mirror mosaics."

I armed the security system to my small apartment and we headed down the back steps to the craft shop I owned. I owned! I still couldn't get my mind around the fact that I'd owned Crafts and More for seven months now. A month ago I was even flush enough to hire a woman to work with me three afternoons a week. Barbara was a wonderful crafter who was using the extra money to help her youngest son who was in his first year in computer management at the Community College of Vermont, the same place Johanna taught English lit. I knew her from church where she led a weekday-morning crafts-and-Bible study. She bought lots from my shop. When I'd asked if she wanted to work here part-time, she'd said, "Sure! Why not? I'm here the equivalent of that time anyway."

I'd also begun offering craft classes in the community. My favorite was a scrapbooking class for seniors over at the Champlain Seniors' Center. In addition to tonight's mirror arts class, I had a quilting class. Plus, I had plenty more classes in the planning stages.

Johanna was wearing two different colored socks I noticed, as we headed back down the stairs. I smiled to myself. Johanna was good for me. My funky friend brought a lightness to my life that had been absent for too long.

Three women were waiting under the awning at the locked front door. "Hello, ladies," I said cheerfully, letting them in. "There's a bit of time, so if you want, you can pop over next door and grab a coffee. They're still open for a few more minutes. We won't start without you." I poked my head outside and looked through the large glass windows into the brightly lit coffee shop. But of course the man who got his coffee the same time I did each morning wouldn't be there. What was I thinking? And why was I even looking for him?

I was about to turn back when I saw something. Or felt something. It was as if a dark hand had waved across the coffee shop windows. It disappeared so quickly that I couldn't get a handle on it, couldn't figure it out. A person? A cloud? Fog? What?

I held my sweater closed at my throat, but the sense of something, or someone, there made me quiver. I thought of my aunt's constant premonitions, her asking me to make a promise before she died. "Don't go back to Vermont. Whatever you do, don't ever go back to Vermont, Marylee. Promise me this!"

And I had looked at her skeletal face, wasted by the cancer that would take her in a matter of weeks, and made no such promise. Instead, I'd wept as I'd smoothed a wet cloth on the forehead of my mother's sister, the woman who'd raised me.

A chill so profound started at the tip of my toes and ended in a place near my forehead. I closed my eyes briefly.

"Are you okay?" A woman with gray curls approached me.

"Just a chill. It's cold out there," I said. "Do you think so?" said someone else overhearing the tail end of our conversation.

"Warm for this time of year," said another from across the room.

"Supposed to rain," said someone else.

And while the ladies talked on about the weather, I drew back into my cheerful shop and made my way to the craft table in the rear. Earlier I had set out pieces of mirror, both glass and plastic. At each place I'd laid a nine-by-twelve mirror. I'd instructed the ladies to bring photos or pictures from magazines that they wanted to use in their mosaics. For those who hadn't brought pictures, I had a stack of old tourist magazines featuring scenes from Vermont and other parts of New England they could cut pages from. I had told them this was going to be a fun class and that anybody could do it. Even Johanna, who claimed she couldn't draw a straight line with a ruler, was going to participate.

Two more ladies entered; another two went for coffee and a few more sat down at the table and fingered through pieces of mirror.

"I've done decoupage, but never with mirrors," one said.

"It's something I learned from my aunt," I said with forced cheerfulness. I was still reeling from what I'd seen out there. Or hadn't seen. "But watch your fingers. Some of those pieces are sharp. We don't need any cut fingers tonight."