Table of Contents
Foreword Wess Stafford 11
A Note from Herman 13
Prologue 15
1 The Corona Boys 17
2 A Bite of the Apple 20
3 Renegade Demons 27
4 A Change of Scene 37
5 Old Habits Die Hard 45
6 Back in the Big Apple 51
7 Four Funerals and a Brush-Off 53
8 Mr. GQ 56
9 A Real Bad Apple 62
10 Can't Smile without You 65
11 A Home of Our Own 70
12 Baby, Oh Baby 73
13 A Slippery Slope 79
14 Cocaine and Crime 82
15 Rollin' in It 85
16 The Poconos 89
17 The Mistress 93
18 No Way, Not Me 96
19 505 103
20 Busted 106
21 Deal 111
22 Sent to Prison 114
23 Shock 116
24 Six-Month Promise 122
25 A Dog Returns to Its Vomit 126
26 Minding My Own Beeswax 129
27 The Takedown 134
28 Busted Again 138
29 On the Run 144
30 The Trophy 150
31 Born Again 157
32 5-North 169
33 Pastors in Chains 173
34 All In 178
35 Alexandra Pays a Visit 182
36 Moving On 188
37 Allenwood 193
38 A Test of Faith 200
39 No Turning Back 204
40 Freshman Year 208
41 Missions 213
42 A New Direction 220
43 Promise Ministries International 224
44 Going Global 228
45 The Shadow of Death 231
46 Mami Goes Home 233
47 The Present 241
Acknowledgments 245
About the Author 249