Table of Contents
I Have a Time Machine 3
I Edgehole
McQueen Is Dead. Long Live McQueen 7
Last Sleep, Best Sleep 14
Living Will 16
Artisanal 17
Wound 19
Dress Form 21
How It Is 23
II Crushing Likeness
Gay Pride Weekend, S.F., 1992 27
But I'm the Only One 28
To My Twenty-Six-Year-Old Self 31
In This Economy 32
Why I Stayed, 1997-2001 35
III So Much Synth
A Mix Tape: "Don't You (Forget About Me)" 43
A Mix Tape: The Hit Singularities 47
Is There Something I Should Know? 53
IV Secrets See Me Coming
Life's Work 83
Family Visit Vouchers 85
Red Tulips, Then Asphodel 86
Please Be Okay till Morning 87
Simone at Age Three, Late Summer 89
Never Ever 91
Acknowledgments 93
About the Author 95