Table of Contents
Prologue 9
Domestic Disharmony
Home archeology 12
Renovation poem 570 A-3 13
Grey 14
Stitches 15
Culture and sensitivities 16
Salad experiment 17
Argument, biblical proportions 18
Middle pain 19
Cold start 20
Motherhood/Daughterhood/Genesis
Perennial 22
Sabra, exploding 23
Plague of the first born 24
Tamar 25
I 26
Fontanelle 27
Attachment theory 28
Not in January 29
Post-partum to-do list 30
Exodus
Tablet fragments 32
When the moving truck pulled up 37
Ex vivo 1 38
Ex vivo 2 39
Mea culpa ex parte 40
Geographia 41
Eulogy for a graveyard and converted church along Grey County Road #1 42
Two eagles 43
Cusp 44
Road to Whiteshell 45
Trembling aspens 46
Promise to Algonquin Park 47
Reclaiming myself from old photographs 48
What I lost in becoming a doctor 49
An airport 50
Body of Neuroses
Those thirty minutes I stood outside 52
Operating table 53
Knee 54
Bitter berry 55
Auntie Elinore's missing eye 56
Meditation nervosa 57
If 58
Between the temples, Agra 60
Body cento 61
Body building 62
Inside and outside 63
Immigrant 65
Zaydie's feathers 66
Rainforest (in real life) 67
Machzor (High Holiday Prayer Book) 68
Death Obsession
Confession 70
Toothless 71
The day after your death 72
Autopsy 73
Foreshortening 74
Late summer 75
Bone china 76
Stem cell transplant: day zero 77
Parallel progress notes 78
Medical decision-making when there is no basis for medical decision-making 79
Playing Boggle in the hospice 80
Re:Genesis
Burning bush, Ghana 82
Eschar 83
Mist at Banff 84
1.19,62 (Cancer Libra conjunction) 85
Why we kissed 86
Speaking crow 87
Aegean blue, Santorini 88
Calling Winnipeg home 89
Kiddush margin notes 90
Wedding ceremony for body parts 91