"The Apology is more than a reckoning with a man long dead; it's a healing exploration of how survivors can recover from sexual abuse." - USA Today, "Five Must-Read Books"
"For those menthe famous and the unknownThe Apology is a blueprint of contrition." - Ron Charles, The Washington Post
"The horrifying specificity of the abuse Ensler suffered is on full display, but so, too, is a kind of searing analysis of patriarchy as a whole." - The Observer
"A remarkable book." - Brian Lehrer, WNYC
"A bold act of imaginative empathy . . . an incredibly brave attempt to make sense of what seems senseless." - Sunday Times
"Best-selling author Eve Ensler's new book The Apology is a powerful description of the apology that she needed to hear, but never did, from her father, who sexually abused her as a young child." - Psychology Today
"At every turn, this project is a lesson in how the real work of atonement happens in the churn of the reckoning. The Apology shows all of us how to take a body back by imagining its freedom. This book is a gift to our collective liberation." - BOMB magazine
"By reliving her own abuse through the eyes of her abuser, Ensler creates a powerfully cathartic work that sheds light on the toll that rape can take on one’s life. 5/5." - BUST magazine
"Taut but heart-wrenching . . . The book is as much a powerful reckoning for [Ensler’s] father as it is for certain endemic strains of patriarchy that have necessitated that such characters always exist." - San Francisco Chronicle
"Profound, imaginative and devastating . . . Horrifying and mesmerising in equal measure, both in its depth of inquiry and its detail . . . There is a moving power and poetry to the prose that rouses Arthur from his grave and holds him to account." - The Guardian
"One of the most shatteringly brilliant books I have read. As soon as I finished it, I read it again, and again, and again (really)." - The Times
"Ensler's transfixing, appalling, revelatory, and cathartic performance deepens her mission of transmuting her pain into clarion stories that engender understanding, openness, healing, and liberation . . . Daring and resounding." - Booklist, starred review
"This imagined voice of an abusive father from the limbo of the afterlife is as intimate as it is alarming, and in crafting a letter one survivor may yearn for, Ensler taps into a broader struggle, searching to hold perpetrators accountable . . . Those seeking a greater understanding of psychological manipulation will appreciate this potent examination." - Kirkus
"This bold, brutal, and ultimately healing narrative by playwright Ensler exposes the origin story of her ground-breaking play The Vagina Monologuesthrough searing reflections on incest and abuse . . . A powerful and disturbing story that Ensler writes with grace and aplomb." - Publishers Weekly
"The scourge of sexual abuse is very much at the forefront of the cultural conversation right now. The Apology promises to be a potent and extraordinarily compassionate addition to it." - Omnivoracious
"Playwright Ensler’s The Vagina Monologues debuted in 1996 and became an international phenomenon, with women recounting their stories about sexuality, genitalia, and body image. Now the celebrated dramatist turns to prose in her slender fever dream of a book to give herself something she couldn’t get any other way. Assuming the voice of her late father, Ensler imagines his apology for raping, molesting, and abusing her throughout her childhood and conjures a reckoning with himself and what led him to these atrocities. Between the lines, readers can understand that she is coming to terms with her past and offering a blueprint for others who identify with her story." - National Book Review, 5 Hot Books
"A clear statement of accountability, self-reflective and wholly remorseful. It looks at misogyny and the perpetrator’s roots, while describing the kind of personal transformation required to make sure he never offends again. It is, unfortunately, a fantasy but it is also a potent exercise in empowerment." - NOW Toronto "Best Books to Read this Summer"
"The geometry of toxic masculinity is contained within these pages. I read this book, and it blew me the f*** away . . . A devastating excavation of feelings, sadness, trauma . . . Powerful and bold." - Marc Maron, host of “WTF with Marc Maron”
"The Apology is profound and theatrical, literary and sometimes funny, as all of Eve Ensler's work is, and it goes without saying, it’s courageous, transformative, and yeshealing." - Anne Lamott
"Wisdom and insight that will be passed around as long as there are human hearts beating on this broken planet." - Thandie Newton
"Accusation and punishment of the guilty is one critical step in reckoning with abuse. Eve Ensler offers another crucial step forward: the deep self-reckoning and accounting that a true apology requires. This is an urgently needed book right now." - Jane Fonda
"In this triumph of artistry and empathy, Eve Ensler leaves us with a transformative question: what if the words we most long to hear from another can be located within ourselves? Navigating the rocky rapids between intimacy and annihilation, contrition and forgiveness, autonomy and interdependence, this is a book like no other. Few will emerge unchanged." - Naomi Klein
"As only she can, Eve Ensler shares the story of her father's ultimate betrayal with both unflinching candor and immeasurable grace. Through sheer creative force, she takes us on her own journey to healing. Though Ensler's story is deeply personal, its lessons are universal." - Anita Hill
"The Apology is a brave step toward radical healingnot just for Eve Ensler, but for all those who accept her invitation to confront the trauma of sexual abuse and find the apology they might never hear. But Ensler's book can also be seen as an invitation to men and a roadmap for the apologies that need to be made." - Tony Porter, CEO, A Call to Men
"This is one of the most original and profound books of the decade. For anyone who has ever been hurt by somebody they love, it will be deeply transformative. Twenty-five years ago, Eve Ensler transformed how women think about their bodies. With this book, she will change how all of us think about our souls." - Johann Hari, author of CHASING THE SCREAM and LOST CONNECTIONS
"Eve Ensler’s The Apology is both an excoriation and an act of startling forgiveness. Even as it depicts jaw-dropping cruelties, it probes the complexities and layers that underlie what could, in lesser hands, appear as the opaque surface of pure evil. Eve Ensler unflinchingly increases our understanding of the human experience even at its darkest, which is quite possibly a writer’s, any writer’s, most significant contribution." - Michael Cunningham
"Eve Ensler's book is for people like me who find apologies to be perfunctory and unsatisfying, even infuriating without a clear-eyed reckoning of why the hurt was done. Here is a guide for those who have not received the apology they deserve, and for those who know there is one they've yet to give." - Kimberlé Crenshaw
"Extraordinary . . . altogether magnificent." - Maria Popova
"Probably the most important piece of political theater of the last decade." - New York Times on THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES
"No recent hour of theater has had a greater impact worldwide." - The New York Times on THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES
"[An] extraordinary new memoir . . . a necessary book to read for its fierce, passionate commitment to making the world a safe place for women." - The Boston Globe on IN THE BODY OF THE WORLD
"A masterpiece. Ensler has accomplished the impossible: weaving together huge, bold, world-changing ideas with beautiful writing, amazing metaphors, and original structure. Truly one of the most courageous and original works of our time." - Naomi Klein on IN THE BODY OF THE WORLD
2019-03-17
The Tony Award-winning playwright and bestselling author excavates the violent truths of sexual, physical, and emotional abuse in a painful quest for healing.
Told from the perspective of the father who committed countless wrongs against his child, Ensler's (In the Body of the World: A Memoir of Cancer and Connection, 2013, etc.) latest is a chilling portrait from the broken mirror of his memories; only in the final pages will readers find the narrator's candid acceptance of responsibility for this sadistic history. Fully amplifying her father's warped perceptions, the author provides an exacting, revealing glimpse into the psychology of gaslighting from the view of a perpetrator. Ensler effectively unearths tragic betrayals of trust and the multiple terrors survived by her younger self. Her father's twisted attention and attempted sabotages persisted as he notes the criticisms he planted to undercut his daughter's growth and independence at every turn. Paternal contempt followed the author through high school and beyond, and she captures it all in a fevered account that traces periods of resistance, rebellion, self-destruction, creativity, and sobriety in the years she spent seeking to break from the restrictions cast by a father obsessed with violating her agency. Ensler's father is certain to frustrate readers looking for a more concrete sense of justice, and the graphic catalogue of sexual abuses and physical violence will challenge most readers and trigger some. Still, this is a potent, necessary narrative of healing, and the author succeeds in her "attempt to endow my father with the will and the words to cross the border, and speak the language, of apology so that I can finally be free." This imagined voice is as intimate as it is alarming, and Ensler also taps into a broader struggle, seeking to hold all perpetrators of abuse accountable for their actions.
Readers searching for full and consistent contrition may be uncomfortable, but those seeking a greater understanding of psychological manipulation will appreciate this powerful examination.