Table of Contents
CIA Required Disclaimer xi
Foreword xi
Prologue 1
Where Have You Gone, George Smiley? 9
Just Another Night… 16
Tne United States Intelligence Community, and Where CIA Fits 25
Where Does Our Intelligence Come From? 35
Hours and Hours of Routine, and a Few Moments of Adrenaline 43
Welcome to the Directorate of Operations 57
In the Beginning 69
"Typical" Case Officers 76
Intelligence Wars 82
Finding and Making Case Officers 88
Case Officers Who Go Bump in the Night, and the Not-So-Good Doctor 114
Of Mice and Men, and Race and Religion 133
The CIA on Its Downward Journey 153
Working and Playing Well with Other US Agencies 178
The Agent's Wife 183
Loving and Loathing Within CIA and Finding Common Ground with Your Agents 201
They Don't Have to Like Us … but They Do Have to Trust Us 217
Sexual Dynamics 235
My Gay Best Friend 243
Tne Crisis of Conscience 258
Families Abroad and Raising Kids in the Clandestine World 271
When Good Agents Do Bad Things and Calculating Risk Versus Gain 292
A Lifestyle Not for the Squeamish or Faint of Heart 319
Lost Friends and Comrades 328
Hard Targets: "Render unto Caesar the Things That Are Caesar's and unto God the Things That Are God's" 337
Humanity in All 354
When Case Officers Grow Up 360
When the Party Ends 368
Alex and the Targeters 372
Modernization's Continuing Costs 376
Strategy, Tactics, Tools, and Bloodlust 382
Transitioning into the Future 392
Acknowledgments 403
Index 407