Trapped in the Cold War: The Ordeal of an American Family / Edition 1

Trapped in the Cold War: The Ordeal of an American Family / Edition 1

ISBN-10:
0804744319
ISBN-13:
9780804744317
Pub. Date:
12/01/2002
Publisher:
Stanford University Press
ISBN-10:
0804744319
ISBN-13:
9780804744317
Pub. Date:
12/01/2002
Publisher:
Stanford University Press
Trapped in the Cold War: The Ordeal of an American Family / Edition 1

Trapped in the Cold War: The Ordeal of an American Family / Edition 1

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Overview

The disappearance behind the Iron Curtain of the American brothers Noel and Hermann Field in 1949, followed by that of Noel’s wife and their foster daughter, was one of the most publicized international mysteries of the Cold War. This dual memoir gives an intensely human dimension to that struggle, with Hermann narrating all that happened to him from the day he was abducted from the Warsaw airport to his release five years later, and Kate relating her unrelenting efforts to find her husband.

Thousands of potential victims of Hitler’s dragnet were rescued in 1939 and during World War II through separate efforts of the Field brothers. Arrested in Czechoslovakia in 1949, Noel was taken to Hungary and used as an example of American perfidy in show trials. Hermann went to Poland primarily to find out what had happened to his brother. After Hermann’s abduction, he was taken to the cellar of a secret Polish prison, where he was held for five years. He gives us a detailed account of his battle to survive, alternating despair and horror with mordant humor. Meanwhile, his family had no idea whether he was still alive and if so, where.

This moving story, based on detailed notes made by the authors during and shortly after the events described, presents an inside-outside counterpoint, as Hermann’s chapters on his inward journey in his cellar world alternate with Kate’s efforts in London to find him by scrutinizing accounts of political events in Eastern Europe for clues and penetrating the diplomatic corridors of power in the West for help. Hermann had been arrested by a Polish security agent who later defected and became one of the West’s most important informants on Soviet operations in Eastern Europe. The search for the Field brothers was complicated by their history of leftist connections, for this tense period in the Cold War was also the era of McCarthyism in the United States. The book ends with an Epilogue that analyzes the events of fifty years ago in the light of what we know today, as the result of newly available archival material.


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780804744317
Publisher: Stanford University Press
Publication date: 12/01/2002
Series: Ordeal of an American Family
Edition description: 1
Pages: 488
Product dimensions: 6.00(w) x 9.00(h) x 1.07(d)

About the Author

The late Hermann Field was Professor of Urban and Environmental Policy, Emeritus, at Tufts University. Kate Field holds an honors degree in Economics and Politics from the University of Cambridge. She held an administrative position at Harvard Universityuntil her retirement.

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Chapter One


August Afternoon in 1949


A drowsy August afternoon like any other, the anticipation of evening coolness in the air. Behind me the loudspeaker was droning the names of passengers, flight departures, arrivals. Occasionally a familiar word: Krakow, Poznan, Gdynia ... Through the open window of the ticketing hail I waved a last farewell to my Polish hosts, the architect couple Szymon and Helena Syrkus, and Mela Granowska of the Polish Energy Ministry. Slowly their car swung on the gravel and headed back onto the Warsaw road. Szymon had an urgent appointment in town at 5:30.

    And I? I had almost a quarter of the earth to traverse to my university project in Cleveland. I was returning home to America, but also returning with redoubled urgency to the question that could not be evaded: What about my brother Noel? The past seven days here had merely been a futile respite. Day and night since Noel's wife, Herta, had told me in Geneva of his disappearance I had been racking my brain for some explanation, some clue. Last May his letters to her from Prague had stopped. Since then, no trace, only a growing sense of something preposterous, unreal, that injected itself unspoken into everything.

    And so it was, too, that I felt a foreboding, not yet identified, in my goodbye to my friends here. Hadn't some wedge been driven between our worlds, theirs and mine? Was it still possible to stand with one foot in each? To find a meeting ground between East and West where none existed any longer? The incident that morning as I was waiting for the busflashed across my mind. We had all laughed afterward, but it had left a distinct uneasiness. And what about Lolek and Anka's strange silence? No response to my phone call from Prague; their locked apartment door. What a contrast to my reunion with them on my visit to Warsaw in 1947. And just now, Mela's parting remark: "Promise to write a card tonight from Prague that you are all right." There seemed indeed a finality in the dusty wake of the departing car.

    "Pan Field, prosze"—Mr. Field, please. The loudspeaker cut across my thoughts; the drone surrounding me took sudden form. I turned from the window. At the counter only my processed ticket was handed back to me. "Your passport you will get on the plane." A porter picked up my checked-in baggage and beckoned me to follow. We cut across the gravel drive to the arrivals and departures shed. Customs, each passenger called one at a time. Some desultory poking around among my things, an objection to some Polish currency I had failed to spend, a mute signal from another official on the sidelines to forget it, a nod to the porter to pick up my suitcase again, and I was on my way once more, pleased at not having been asked about my undeveloped color films. Carrying them inconspicuously in my pocket had been a good idea.

    I followed the porter into the little adjoining departure room facing the flight apron. Apparently I was the first passenger processed. But no, a man was standing inconspicuously over by the far wall. Funny how I hadn't noticed him at first. He was staring intently at me. Without taking his eyes off me, he shifted toward the point where I had entered. Involuntarily, I glanced back too. My suitcase had been set down just inside the room, and already the door was closing behind the porter's back. I turned toward the glazed door facing the airfield. Maybe I could see the plane.

    "Dokumente." The man suddenly came to life. "Passport."

    I was surprised. "Haven't ... Niema ... On plane," and groping for an adequate Polish word, I pointed toward the field. He had moved over to that door himself and beckoned me to follow. I started to, but then he pointed back to my suitcase. Why, of course, take it along: an official ushering me to the plane. But there was something strange and imperative about this man. And why no porter? He opened the door and beckoned me to go ahead, suitcase in hand. How odd; no plane anywhere in sight.

    "Prosze," and he pointed to an open door on my right just beyond the one we had emerged from. I entered with the stranger close on my heels. Maybe it was just a matter of having to change that Polish money into Czech currency before leaving. I recalled the nod of the customs official a few moments earlier. Of course.

    The triple shift from customs through one door, then another, and now through a third had the predetermined air of sleep walking. As the door closed Behind me I found myself in a small corner room and, facing me, two men standing behind a large table. One was in uniform, apparently an officer; the second was a rather heavyset civilian with a cigarette drooping from the corner of his mouth.

    "Empty your pockets," the latter ordered in German, as if this were perfectly routine. He even looked surprised when I said, "I don't understand." The demand was repeated, now with unmistakable firmness.

    I experienced a moment of hesitation, a "why?" and a feeling of amazement, followed by an awareness of not being surprised at all. And then the flash of recognition, even relief. Obviously: it was those color films in my pocket! How stupid to have created suspicion by not declaring them myself, especially after the incident that morning.

    "Please, if that's what you want," and with a forced smile I deposited the two film cartridges on the table. "Since you have no facilities for color developing in Warsaw, I was advised to ..."

    "Quickly, quickly," the man with the drooping cigarette broke in. "Empty all your pockets."

    I shrugged and did as I was told. He pointed to a chair. I sat down. Silence settled over the room, the three men casually observing me from their various positions. The man with the cigarette picked up one of the film cartridges and inspected it. This was my cue. "They require special developing since they're color."

    He looked up, amused. "We'll take care of them for you, all right."

    I gave up. A pity if my efforts to make a record of Warsaw's reconstruction progress were spoiled.

    Outside I heard airplane motors not far away. Through the upper part of the curtained side window I could see the top of the control tower. Occasionally the man in it glanced down this way as if aware that something unusual was going on in here.

    Five minutes went by in silence, ten. Why this absurd inactivity? I looked ostentatiously at my watch. It was almost departure time. "Excuse me, but I think I should be going to the plane." The man with the cigarette nodded indulgently.

    Again a stretch of silence. Maybe, I thought, the plane is late on the run here from Prague, and on account of this film business they want me to wait here instead of with the other passengers and they'll put me on at the last moment. Yet I knew better. That wasn't it. Well then, what? Instinctively I shied away from further speculation. I should have desisted from taking any color pictures in the absence of proper processing facilities here. Obviously the incident that morning had caused suspicion and the confiscation now.

    That morning I had been waiting for the bus at the intersection of the Alea Niepodlegloszci and the Sierpnia and decided to photograph a rather promising apartment block with balconies under construction across the road. As I was getting my exposure reading, I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked around. A youth in his teens seemed to be asking what I was doing. I pointed to my camera and then to the construction site. The youth shook his head. "Nie wolno"—Not allowed. I shrugged and answered in English, "Okay, I won't in that case," put my light meter away, and turned back to the bus stop. But the youth stuck to me, tugging at my jacket and beckoning me to follow him into the high, modernistic office building just behind us. To a uniformed official at a reception window I again tried to explain, but evidently his German was not up to it, and English was even more futile. He told me to take a seat while he got busy volubly on a telephone.

    I waited fifteen minutes and was getting impatient, as I had been on my way to a lunch date in the center of town with a leading Polish city planner. The man behind the window merely shrugged. Judging from the flow of officers checking in and out, I concluded that this was some military establishment. Another fifteen minutes. I became more insistent and showed my passport. Again some telephoning. After another half hour a militia officer appeared and, addressing me in German, asked to see my passport, listened to my explanation, and then apologized at my having been detained, pointing out that the error had arisen due to my intending to photograph a defense building. Advising me to be more careful henceforth, he left as abruptly as he had appeared. I asked the man at the window whether I could now go on my way. He nodded, all smiles and apologies.

    Before I got through the door, I bumped into a second officer coming in all out of breath. He stopped me and asked me to follow him upstairs into a small office. "It will be necessary to take down a protocol about this before you leave," he explained in good German. On a blank white sheet he put down my personal data, and then he asked: "What were you doing in front of the Ministry of National Defense?" So that's where I was. Laboriously he noted down that my interest had been not in it but in the apartment building going up across the street, and that anyway I had not actually taken a picture but only a meter reading. I signed the sheet, and as I left at last the officer admonished me that as an architect I should recognize the nature of a building! Getting into a taxi, I had glanced almost in fear of new trouble toward the fateful, scaffold-surrounded construction. It looked just as innocent as before—obviously an apartment house in the making. Nevertheless, clearly suspicions had been aroused by all my photographing this past week, and this airport scene was the payoff.

    In the little room, the silent passage of time was unnerving. A growing dread forced my mind into ever smaller circles, shutting out all but the little pile of things from my pockets on the table, the three uncommunicative faces, the telephone on the wall in the corner, the top of the control tower through the window, until all finally dissolved into one urgent reality: the plane. The plane—would it go without me?

    Another half hour must have passed by in silence. The sun's rays had crept from the floor to the wall. At one point there was a flurry of airplane motors, but then quiet again settled in outside. The plane. I did not even dare look at my watch lest it confirm my growing dread. Make a scene? But I felt silly, guilty somehow. The fact was that I had evaded declaring those films. There they lay right before me, the cause of all this trouble. But was that all there was to it? If only someone would say something.

    The man at the door pulled its window curtain a little to one side and peered out. He nodded to the man with the cigarette, who went over to the telephone. Some arrangements were made in a muted tone. He hung up. Again the room settled into a long silence. After a while a motor was audible close by outside. It stopped. The man at the door slipped out, then returned. The man with the cigarette said in German, "Please, take your suitcase and follow this gentleman."

    I went through the door—and stopped abruptly. I found myself looking directly into the open rear-end of a small delivery van. I set my suitcase down and turned inquiringly to the men.

    "Predzej"—Quickly, get on in. They lined up solidly between me and the building. The half-perceived flash of an idea passed through my mind: Demand contact with my embassy. Still better, just make a dash for it across the field and shout for help. But I knew: that sort of thing only happens in the movies. And so, as if in a dream, I found myself clambering onto the floor of the van, the original stranger close behind me with my suitcase.

    The door swung shut. I was in semidarkness, the only light coming in through a little oval pane in the rear door. Through it I could see the other two men get into a second vehicle, which rapidly receded as we got under way, swaying and bumping over the grass. I tried to think, but it was all too preposterous to find a starting point. Obviously there was no question of the plane anymore, but that was not yet a disaster. I could take the night train instead. Of course, Herta and Karel would get a fright at the airport in Prague when they found I was not on the plane as arranged. At once Noel's disappearance would come to their minds. If only I could phone through before they drove out there, to let them know I would be delayed until tomorrow. I would try. I felt better.

    I concentrated on the little cut-out with its images racing into the distance behind us. I tried to establish where we were going. We were speeding along a highway in wide open country, the car by now close behind us. Several times I caught a glimpse of the receding airport tower. Some modern apartment buildings were on the right. Why yes: the Rakowiec housing project, designed by the Syrkuses, which I had inspected with them only a few hours earlier on the way to the airport. So I was heading back to the city along the same road on which I had just left it. But where to? I strained to identify buildings, road signs, streetcars as they flashed by. The Filtrova, for sure, and then I spotted the colonnade of the Polytechnic Institute and, shortly after, the familiar balconies behind their scaffolding—the unfortunate starting point of this crazy day. A short distance farther along the Sierpnia we cut across the Marszalkowska, Warsaw's Fifth Avenue, full of rush hour traffic in spite of the ruins. We slowed down. Our horn tooted as we swung across an unidentifiable street and passed through an iron gate guarded by uniformed security militia. After some maneuvering in the shadowed courtyard of a tall building we came to a stop. The motor was turned off, and in rapid sequence the door swung open, my traveling companion crawled out with my suitcase, and the heavyset man with the cigarette appeared and beckoned me to climb down and follow him through a door within a step or two of the back of the van.

    Proceeding down a long carpeted corridor with doors on either side, I was ushered into a small room with heavy drawn curtains, even though it was still daylight outside. The sole furniture: a writing table and three chairs. The uncommunicative man entered behind me, carrying my suitcase. Once more we were alone together. He came over and tapped me on the arm and indicated that I should raise my hands over my head. To my surprise he promptly started frisking me from my shoulders to the bottom of my trousers. This was too much. I should demand contact with the embassy and put an end to this! But then I was struck by the humor and incongruity of finding myself so suddenly in such ignoble circumstances. "Our guest from America ..."; "Our architect friend ..."; "Our honored colleague from Cleveland and friend of the new Poland." These words still rang in my ears. And now? If my erstwhile hosts could only see me.

    He pointed to a chair in the corner, which I took. He then tackled my suitcase with concentration, dumping its contents onto the table, fingering each item in turn as if expecting at any moment to make some momentous discovery.

    His search was interrupted by the entrance of a severe-looking woman in her thirties, who sat down at the table and started all over again with my things, listing them on a sheet of paper: pajamas, toothpaste, letters, architectural drawings, socks—every smallest thing, occasionally asking me in excellent German to identify a doubtful item.

    If they go on this way, I thought, I'll miss the night train too. But she speaks German. I can make myself understood, at least. I began: "Where am I?"

    She looked up sarcastically. "You know very well where you are."

    I tried again: "What's the meaning of all this?"

    All I got was an enigmatic "You know very well."

    "I asked a reasonable question and expect a reasonable answer. I had a plane to catch and you made me miss it."

    She kept on writing. "That's up to you and not our problem."

    I tried a new line: "But I was to be met at Prague airport, and ..." She looked up. For the first time she seemed really to notice me. She turned to the uncommunicative man and consulted with him in a low tone. He went out. I felt triumphant. At least they know now that they can't drag this on and on without anyone noticing. Probably now they'll agree to put me on the night train if I telegraph to Prague and allay fears by stating that I had simply missed the plane.

    The heavyset man appeared in the door. My earlier passivity was now gone. I turned on him angrily. "What does all this mean? I'm an American architect and was here by invitation. You have no right to interfere with my departure. You are violating my rights."

    In a calculatedly deliberate manner, he pulled a chair over and straddled it, leaning on the back rail, the cigarette drooping from his lips. He stared at me for a moment and then with pointed emphasis said: "Long before Hermann Field chose to come to Warsaw we were well aware of whom we were dealing with."

    I was dumbfounded. But I ignored the ominousness in his voice and merely said, "If you know who I am, then why all this now? You must be aware that I came here because of my friendly interest in your reconstruction and to visit colleagues."

    "And perhaps see other friends too?"

    "Yes, to see Dr. Gecow and his wife, old prewar friends from student days."

    "And did you see them? No?"

    "I tried to, but they were away on vacation."

    "On vacation?" He nodded with exaggerated seriousness and whispered something to the woman; they both smiled. I felt more and more agitated. I raised the matter of the Prague airport again: "I was to be met at the plane in Prague. I must let them know that I am delayed."

    An indulgent nod, and then, as if in afterthought: "And who are 'they'?"

    "My sister-in-law and a Czech friend."

    He got out a notebook. "And their names?" I gave them.

    "Noel Field's wife perhaps?" So he knew my brother's name. "And where is he?"

    What should I say? If they learned about his disappearance, wouldn't that at once redouble their suspicions about me? "I don't know at the moment."

    He repeated with feigned surprise: "So you don't know ..." Then, after a pause: "And how can your friends be reached in Prague?" I pointed, feeling more hopeful, to my address book on the table. He reached over and took it and found the information. Then he whispered something to the woman and got up and went out, whereupon the uncommunicative man reappeared, like an alter ego.

    The woman laid her list to one side while the man scooped my things haphazardly back into the suitcase. She pulled a number of sheets of lined paper out of the table drawer and wrote some sort of long heading. I felt still more hopeful. Was there time to make the night train? The woman looked at her watch as if she had read my thoughts.

    "Your full name, please, and your date of birth."

    So it wasn't over yet. I told her.

    "Your father?"

    I told her: Herbert Haviland Field. Yes, American, born in Brooklyn Heights in 1868, zoologist, dead. Mother, Nina. Died two years ago; born in London in 1874. Me? Born 1910 in Zurich. I explained that I had grown up in Switzerland because my father was director of an international zoological institute there until his death in 1921, when the family returned to America. Our home there? In Cambridge, Massachusetts (how she struggled with that word!). Went to school there, two years of grammar school and four of high school. Then? Harvard University. Yes, also in Cambridge. Graduate studies in Zurich. Profession? Architect in Cleveland, Ohio.

    She looked annoyed. "You are not answering properly. That is too sketchy. We will start again with when you finished the university."

    "But how much longer will this take? Since you made me miss my plane, I must catch the train tonight for Prague. Surely you don't want to create an international incident with this?"

    I was getting worried again. Would this stupidity jeopardize any last chance of prying Noel quietly out of whatever trouble had hit him? The whole point of my going earlier that month to Prague, where he apparently had disappeared, had been to approach the Czech authorities privately through friends in the hope of locating him without fanfare. Although I was skeptical that this plan would work, Herta had pleaded for it in view of the controversy around Noel at home in connection with the trial of Alger Hiss, which would make his disappearance a front-page sensation. Until I learned from Herta whether our efforts had succeeded or failed, it was essential that nothing catapult Noel's disappearance into the press. If the news was negative, there would be no recourse other than to put the whole thing in Washington's lap, where I was convinced it belonged in any case. The urgent matter now, though, was for me to have the final picture from Herta. I would then be leaving for home from London with Kate and the boys ten days hence.

    In response to my protest the woman simply said, "It's all up to you. The more detailed you are, the quicker we'll be finished." She came back to the matter of my return to Europe in 1934. Had I been married?

    "Yes, my first wife, Jean, and I came on separate graduate fellowships for study in Switzerland, I in architecture and she in German literature." On our way there, I pointed out, I had attended a summer seminar on city planning at Moscow University. I also mentioned our month's adventure as farm laborers on a state farm between the Volga and the Urals. Surely that would work in my favor, indicating at least a sympathetic interest toward the Soviet Union. We proceeded to Jean's and my two years as students in Zurich and then my three years in England on my first architectural assignment, and Jean's and my eventual separation and divorce in 1939. Then that strange, unplanned interlude of activity on behalf of refugees from Czechoslovakia following Hitler's takeover of the rump of that country that same year, which took me to Prague and Krakow and pitched me into the center of the German invasion of Poland in September. I pointed out that among the many I was instrumental in saving at that time were a number of Czech communists who were playing a prominent role in the current regime. Then the first winter of war in England with Kate; the next summer, newly married and taking the last American evacuation ship from Ireland; and the remaining war years in New York, working for the U.S. Army Corps of Engineers and developing an interest in the problem of rebuilding war-devastated cities. I emphasized the help given to visiting Russian architects and building engineers through my efforts in New York, and also my interest in Czech and Polish reconstruction, as evidenced by my including both countries in my architectural study tour of Europe in 1947 and my visit again this year.

    Impatiently she interrupted me: "Go back to your work in Krakow in 1939."

    What was there to say? It was ten years ago and I had given it little thought since then.

    By now exhausted, I had stopped thinking about the night train. That too was behind me, and the hours were going by with no more meaning than in a dream. And as in a dream, it began to seem as if the monotonous drone of my voice came from someone outside myself. The only other sound in the room was the incessant scratching of the pen, on which I tried to fix my eyes in the idle hope that the faster it moved the nearer we would be to the end. At some point I ate a sandwich and drank some beer.

    On and on the questioning went. New York again. Midnight passed. The shift in 1947 to my downtown center planning project in Cleveland. My impending architectural deanship at Western Reserve University. How unreal and far away it all sounded! The present: 1949. We had to have reached the end at last.

    "And your brother?"

    Yes, here it was, the question I had been hoping in vain would be forgotten.

    "Your brother, when did you last see him?"

    "Two years ago. In 1947."

    "Where?"

    "In Paris."

    "And where is he now?" For the first time she looked up to watch my response.

    It was no use. To hedge would only look as if I had something to conceal and make things worse. "He disappeared from his hotel in Prague in May, a few days after arriving via Paris from Geneva, where he and his wife live. The Czech authorities are investigating the matter for me, and that is why it is so urgent I get back to Prague without delay." I went on to describe Herta's call for help from Geneva just after I had arrived in London to join Kate and the boys; my response of flying on to see her and her subsequent plea that after my conference in Italy I go to Prague, where I had loyal friends from the refugee relief days before the war; and my decision while they were looking into the matter to come briefly to Warsaw, where I had already been invited by my colleagues Szymon and Helena Syrkus.

    She looked up. "And why didn't you go at once to the U.S. authorities? After all, isn't that the usual thing when one of your kind gets into trouble?" I couldn't fail to sense the sarcasm in her voice. I was furious. Was that the thanks I got for trying to protect Poland's neighbors, the Czechs, from inevitable embarrassment about this inexplicable incident within their own borders?

    "I shouldn't have to explain that to you," I blurted out bitterly.

    This time she didn't even bother to look up, didn't show the slightest reaction. Her pen was moving steadily across the sheet, on and on. But now with every new word I felt I was being sucked willy-nilly into something beyond my control or comprehension. Somehow, imperceptibly, the whole affair had taken a new turn.

    But what in fact had I done? Nothing whatsoever. All they had to do was develop my films to establish that. At most I'd exercised bad judgment, but without hostile intent, And yet, was the intrusion of Noel's disappearance merely a coincidence? Could there be any connection between this craziness and my search for him? "One of your kind"—the words rang ominously in my ears. I had the sickening sensation of treading in a morass and sinking ever deeper.

    "Tell me what you know about your brother."

    Wasn't this my chance to make them understand that they should be concerned about Noel? Hadn't he proved his friendship for the new Poland immediately after the war, when as European director of the Boston-based Unitarian Service Committee he had taken the difficult initiative of establishing an American-sponsored hospital in the devastated mining region of Silesia? The effort had received wide international recognition and had the full support of the Polish health authorities. I emphasized that more recently, in the emerging Cold War climate, Noel had come under attack at home, accused of bias toward communists in his relief work, even of being a communist himself. That should impress them!

    "But go back earlier."

    I told her that in 1936 he left the State Department, where he had been its specialist on the successive naval disarmament conferences, and shifted to the disarmament section of the League of Nations in Geneva. Then in 1938, with the republican defeat in the Spanish civil war, he was appointed a member of the League commission for the evacuation of the international volunteers caught in the final retreat. His dedication then and later, during the war, when many of these people were lingering in French internment camps, had saved many lives—including the lives of many Poles. Surely now the authorities should be concerned with what had happened to him rather than complicating everything by delaying my departure.

    Another hour passed. When the door finally opened and the man with the cigarette stood before me and nodded for me to follow him out into the corridor, I saw him as if through a haze. I rose automatically. I had no will left to challenge him, wanted just to put an end to tonight. All I was aware of in the room I entered was the sofa in front of me, on which I dropped and immediately escaped into overwhelming sleep.

Table of Contents

Prologue1
1. August Afternoon in 19495
2. Warsaw Courtyard16
3. Journey to Nowhere29
4. Vacation's End41
5. But Muffin Could Hear49
6. Shock62
7. Days and Nights75
8. London 1949105
9. London 1950127
10. Face to Face146
11. Stanislaw179
12. Cell University187
13. The Oppression of Time208
14. As the Second Year Began215
15. Unequal Battle231
16. Peepa250
17. London 1951265
18. London 1952-1953274
19. Breaking Point289
20. Twenty Months of Twilight310
21. FinalSummer321
22. Forest Paradise343
23. London 1954362
24. London: Battle for a Soul376
25. Breaking Out387
26. The Mist at Dawn400
27. Kate407
Epilogue413
Afterword by Norman M. Naimark419
Identities of Names in Text427
Notes429
Annotated Bibliography433
Index439

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From the Author

This book is the first opportunity we have had to fully tell our story to the English-speaking public. We wrote down recollections of our ordeal shortly after Hermann's release from a Polish prison cellar in l954. This is the basis of the present book. For fear of hurting some people who were still alive, and of feeding into Cold War tension and McCarthyism, we did not publish our story at that time. Now, as we sit comfortably in our New England farmhouse, we reflect on the events which so radically altered our lives (and nearly ended Hermann's) fifty years ago.

Despite the end of the Cold War, there are still some pieces missing in the puzzle of what happened to us. The demise of the Soviet Union, however, made it possible for Hermann to have access to the police files in Hungary and learn the details of his brother Noel's interrogation. This also made possible the Swiss documentary film Noel Field, The Invented Spy, which revealed much about the way in which he was made to contribute to the show trials in Eastern Europe. This film coincided with the publication of our story in German under the title Departure Delayed in 1997 and in Polish as Opozniony Odlot in l998.

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