Table of Contents
Part 1: Fear
1. The Beginning......................3
2. Scarborough.......................17
3. Addicted.........................27
4. Escorting.........................37
5. What Is Love? .....................47
6. The Breakup ......................57
7. Prison Sentence....................67
8. Criminal University.................77
9. Catch and Release ..................87
Part 2: Shame
10. Fall from My Throne...............101
11. The Secret.......................107
12. A New Life ......................113
13. The Struggle Is Real................123
14. Fall Apart........................135
Part 3: Wholehearted
15. Collective Healing.................145
16. Courage.........................151
17. A Wholehearted Life ...............157
Acknowledgments ...........................163
About the Author. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 165