Table of Contents
Foreword xi
Preface xv
Acknowledgments xix
On My "Coming Out" 1
On Being "Gay" and Being "Ex-Gay" 5
Are We Really "Born This Way"? 16
The "Sins of the Father" 22
Not Like the Other Boys 32
Big Men, the WWR and the Bodybuilder in the Pasta Shop 43
The Male and Female Ends of Things 50
The Year Good Friday Came Early 56
A Future Saint and "Kisses" From Our Lady 66
"My Immaculate Heart Will Be Your Refuge" 74
The Woman and the Dragon 81
"What Afflicted You Is Nothing" 88
"Am I Not Here, I Who Have the Honor to Be Your Mother?" 96
"The Lord Whom You Seek Will Suddenly Come to His Temple" 101
"See What Love the Father Has Given Us" 111
The Knights and Their Queen 123
"Totus Tuus, Maria!" 133
Naked Without Shame 139
Naked and Unafraid 144
"He Loved Him as His Own Soul" 152
Putting an End to Childish Things 163
The Heart of a Woman 171
"Let It be Done to Me According to Your Word" 176
"I Am the Good Shepherd" 182
The Quest for the Hand of My Bride 188
A Special Gift From God 193
"Therefore a Man Leaves His Father and His Mother and Cleaves to His Wife" 199
"Honor Your Father" 207
"Everyone Who Commits Sin Is a Slave of Sin" 212
"You Shall Not Make for Yourself a Graven Image" 217
"The Rain Is Over and Gone" 227
"We Have Seen His Star" 234
"O Lord, You Will Increase Your Gifts in Me" 239
A Man Among Men 245
"Thou Art My Beloved Son" 251
"Even the Hairs of Your Head Are All Numbered" 259
Appendix: Healing Homosexuality 265
Bibliography 275