Table of Contents
Introduction xi
Wanda in Her Own Words xiv
Mad Dog Black Lady
Wanda in Worryland 21
Doing Battle with the Wolf 22
They Came Knocking on My Door at 7 A.M. 25
Sessions 26
The Woman and Her Thang 28
Beaches. Why I Don't Care for Them 29
Imagoes
I Live for My Car 30
When My Time Comes 31
Doctor's Report 32
Giving Birth 33
My Love Brings Flowers 35
Felon 37
'Tis Morning Makes Mother a Killer 39
Imagoes 40
The Saturday Afternoon Blues 44
I Love the Dark 45
Heavy Daughter Blues
Male Order Catalogue 46
The Mountains/Entrails Curling Down and Out of the Hole in the Side 47
Essay on Language 48
Woman on Sand 50
Scratch Me 51
Standoff in East Hollywood 52
Wanda Why Aren't You Dead 53
Heavy Daughter Blues 54
Bottom Out Blues 55
African Sleeping Sickness
Ms. Pac Man 57
Bruno 58
Emmett Till 60
Auguries 64
African Sleeping Sickness 65
American Sonnet 68
The First Day of Spring 1985 69
How Does It Hurt 71
Dream 924 72
Nosomania 73
Notes of a Cultural Terrorist 75
Invitation to a Gunfighter 76
American Sonnet 2 77
Hand Dance
Hand Dance 78
Chair Affair 80
We Meet the Black Rimbaud 81
February 11th 1990 82
Aptitude Test 83
Essay on Language 2 85
To the other Wanda Coleman-with apologies 87
American Sonnet 3 88
American Sonnet 5 89
American Sonnet 6 90
Notes of a Cultural Terrorist 2 91
We could've made it if 93
American Sonnet 7 94
Essay on Language 3 95
Dream 1218 96
Want Ads 98
Neruda 99
Life as a Cartoon 100
For Me When I Am Myself 101
American Sonnet 9 109
Gone But Not Forgotten 110
Dream 1319 111
Soul Eyes 112
Nocturne 113
American Sonnets
American Sonnet 12 114
American Sonnet 15 115
American Sonnet 16 116
American Sonnet 18 117
American Sonnet 23 118
American Sonnet 24 119
Bathwater Wine
November's Song 120
Letter to My Older Sister 122
Things No One Knows 123
Two Times Baby 124
Letter to My Older Sister 2 125
American Sonnet 26 126
American Sonnet 34 127
American Sonnet 39 128
American Sonnet 43 129
American Sonnet 44 130
American Sonnet 49 131
American Sonnet 51 132
American Sonnet 54 133
American Sonnet 60 134
American Sonnet 61 135
American Sonnet 66 136
American Sonnet 70 137
American Sonnet 71 138
American Sonnet 75 139
American Sonnet 79 140
American Sonnet 82 141
American Sonnet 85 142
Essay on Language 5 143
I Imagine the Angels of Rage 144
Salvation Wax 145
Late Broadcast News 171
Etheridge 174
Jazz Whine 175
Life as a Cartoon 2 176
I Ain't Yo Earthmama 178
Pseudo Dickinsonian Cento Blues 181
I Ain't Yo Earthmama 2 182
Mercurochrome
Letter to My Older Sister 4 183
Zed Chronology 184
Essay on Language 6 185
Letter to My Older Sister 5 188
Twentieth Century Nod-Out 190
Twentieth Century Nod-Out 2 191
Against Forgetting Cento 192
American Sonnet 25 193
American Sonnet 88 194
American Sonnet 94 195
American Sonnet 95 196
American Sonnet 98 197
Thiefheart 198
Blind Cassandra 199
Hornets 200
Dream Song 811 202
Consciousness Raising Exercise 203
The Queen on Her Color 204
Black Alice Laments 206
Put Some Sex Sonnet 208
I Ain't Yo Earthmama 3 209
Supermarket Surfer 210
Obituary 211
Her Poem 212
My Bleak Visitation 213
Outside In 214
Having Lost My Son, I Confront the Wreckage 215
Letter to My Older Sister 6 216
Black-Handed Curse 217
Moon Cherries 218
Notes & Acknowledgements 221