Table of Contents
Foreword Jan Chozen Bays ix
Still Here Sallie Jiko Tisdale xv
Part 1 Fall
1 Way-Seeking Mind 3
2 Vow 7
3 Teachers and Students 13
4 Ideals 22
5 Dissatisfaction 27
6 Samadhi Power and Karma Relationship 33
7 Hungry Ghosts 39
8 Death and Birth 45
Part 2 Meditation
9 Zazen Is Essential 57
10 Practice-Realization 60
11 Nonopposition 62
12 Instructions 69
13 Kensho 75
14 Sudden and Gradual 84
15 Effort and Noneffort 91
Part 3 Winter
16 Confronting Expectations 105
17 Precepts 113
18 Refuge 122
19 Contrition 127
20 Three Pure Precepts 130
21 Ten Grave Precepts 134
22 The Buddha's Death 137
Part 4 Faith
23 Faith 145
24 Doubt 151
25 Confidence 154
Part 5 Spring
26 Ancestors 163
27 The Lineage of Women 169
28 Simplicity 173
29 Flowers in the Sky 177
30 Spiritual Authority 179
Part 6 Relationship
31 Sangha 185
32 Daily Life 195
33 Sexuality 200
34 When a Bell Rings 204
35 Praise and Blame 207
36 Shelter 211
37 Taking a Stand 217
38 Dialogue 224
Part 7 Summer
39 Undefiled Practice 229
40 The Sacred and the Mundane 233
41 Tea and Rice 237
42 No Dwelling Place 240
43 Putting Down the Forms 245
44 Grasses 252
Epilogue: You Are Still Here 257
Acknowledgments 261
Appendix: Buddhist Radical Nondual Teaching and the Zen of Eihei Dogen 262
Postscript 286
Notes 287
About the Author and Editor 291