Table of Contents
Introduction xi
1 Preparing What's to Come 1
Like the Sun, Lord, You Cherish Me 3
My Music Is Enough 4
Quiet, All Alone 6
You Do Want My Love 8
In This Place I Know You 10
Send Your Spirit to Me 11
I Open My Heart 12
Embraced Forever 13
2 Who Dwell in Darkness and the Fear of Death 15
Such Insistent Gentle Love 17
How Can You Love Me? 18
A Little Ping of Pure Intent 19
Now I Am in Need 20
I Repent Again 21
Love Wrapped in Fear 22
Call Me to an Agile Love 24
Wanting More and More to Love 25
Turning Away from Sin 26
3 Blinking in Broad Daylight 27
What Do I Bring to You? 29
Remembering the Shepherds 30
He Has Come into My Shrinking Soul 31
Wisdom, Age, and Grace 32
I Trust That You Can Manage Me 33
Thinking of Peter 34
What Is This Hole in Me? 36
Lady Mary, Teach Me to Love 38
What Thomas Said 40
Love and Blunder Both 42
Woman with a Broken Heart 43
Waiting 44
How Can I Know You? 46
I'll Go with You 48
What Do You Want? 49
If Only I Could Hear You Say My Name 50
Holy Potter, Finish This Work 52
Thinking of Joseph 54
4 In the Crimson of the Setting Sun 57
Say the Truth One More Time 59
Now, an Eternity of Dark 60
Son of Holy Silence 62
If You Help Me, I Will Die in Hope 63
May I Hope That Its Enough? 64
We Stumble and Fall 66
I Cling to You with Slipping Hands 68
I Haven't Cared Till Now 69
5 So This Is What It Means 71
Jesus' Wounds and Ours 73
How to Believe Now 74
To Mary of Magdala 76
I Must Wait, Wrapped in Hope 78
Given Your Spirit, We Call You 79
Please, Lord, Want Us Back 80
6 And Then Afterwards 83
Alone but Not Alone 85
A Friend Missed 86
Since I Am Clay 88
I Would Walk Unanxious 89
Now I Go to Rest 90
Together We Weep 92
Unready but Anointed 94
Give Me Today What to Do Today 96
I Would Not Be a Fake 98
From No to Yes 100
What All the Father Means in Me 102
About the Author 105