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Playing To Lose: How a Jehovah's Witness Became a Submissive BDSM Model

By Ariel Anderssen
Narrated by: Ariel Anderssen
Unabridged — 10 hours, 50 minutes
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Narrated by: Ariel Anderssen
Unabridged — 10 hours, 50 minutes
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In this bold and intimate memoir Ariel Anderssen charts her journey from a strict religious upbringing as a Jehovah's Witness to her current position as one of the most widely recognised BDSM performers in the world. Her route between the two includes a period as a wretchedly miserable, teenage political activist, a phase touring with a Christian theatre group, and accidentally discovering a talent for posing for art nude photography. This surprising and unconventional career path led her t...