Damned If You Do

by Alex Brown

Overview

Queer Buffy the Vampire Slayer meets Filipino folklore in this horror comedy about a high school stage manager who accidentally sells her soul to a demon.

Seven years ago, Cordelia Scott’s abusive father left without a word, and life has been normal ever since. The seventeen-year-old spends her days stage managing the school play (which is going great, if anyone asks), pining over her best friend, Veronica, and failing one too many pop quizzes.

She’s never been sad that her father left, but she knows something is...missing. When her school guidance counselor, Fred, reveals during a session that he’s actually a demon, she learns that something is indeed missing: a piece of her actual soul. Why? She unwittingly made a deal with him to make her father disappear – then bargained to have the memory erased. To make matters worse, Fred is here to make another bargain: Help him with a “little” demonic problem, or she’s doomed to spend eternity in Hell with her father.

The deal? Help Fred neutralize a rival demon, who means to do more harm in her hometown than your average demon deal.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781645679998
Publisher:	Page Street Publishing
Publication date:	08/01/2023
Pages:	345
Sales rank:	342,747
Product dimensions:	5.80(w) x 8.40(h) x 1.30(d)
Age Range:	14 Years

About the Author

Alex Brown is a queer biracial Filipino American writer who was the showrunner’s assistant on the final season of Supernatural and the upcoming Resident Evil TV adaptation for Netflix. Alex was one of the inaugural recipients of the SCBWI On-The-Verge Emerging Voices award, was a Tin House Scholar for their YA Winter ’21 Workshop, and a finalist for the 2021 Walter Grant. She is also the co-creator of the narrative podcast, The Bridge, which has well over a million downloads.

Editorial Reviews

05/29/2023

A high school senior who accidentally sold her soul to a demon must contend with the delayed consequences in Brown’s Filipino folklore–inspired tragicomedy debut. Filipino American student stage manager Cordelia Scott is immersed in tech week for her school’s play about Deal Day, an annual Ruin’s End tradition in which one person purportedly makes a deal with the devil. Though she’s invested in the tale, she doesn’t believe it’s real until Fred Williams, her new school guidance counselor, reveals that he’s a demon—and that he dragged her physically abusive father to hell in exchange for a piece of her soul as her Deal Day wish when she was 10. Now he’s come to make a new deal: Fred will return the fragment of Cordelia’s soul if she helps him capture a rival demon who has been preying on Ruin’s End’s townspeople. Filipino cultural and mythological elements add refreshing notes to rapid-fire Buffy the Vampire Slayer–style action, while heartening found family dynamics counterbalance dark depictions of abuse in this intense adventure. The cast features strong queer representation and racially diverse supporting characters. Ages 14–up. Agent: Renee Nyen, KT Literary. (Aug.)

Publishers Weekly

"Filipino cultural and mythological elements add refreshing notes to rapid-fire Buffy the Vampire Slayer–style action, while heartening found family dynamics counterbalance dark depictions of abuse in this intense adventure."

—Publishers Weekly

"Brown strikes a delicate balance between light and dark, showing readers that the grimmest parts of ourselves are worth accepting. Damned If You Do is mature and complex while making plenty of space for humor, friendship and love, affirming the power of relationships to help us grow in ways that feel impossible on our own."

—BookPage

"Owing much to TV shows like Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Supernatural, Brown's loving homage to fun, paranormal adventure series contains fresh elements that make this novel her own, including a strong infusion of Filipino folklore and a prominent queer romance [...] light and fast paced."

—Booklist

"Fans of black comedy will enjoy the quirky plot, preposterous premise of a demon trapped in a Precious Moments Maleficent figurine, and scenes of gory violence sprinkled with sardonic commentary."

—Kirkus Reviews

"Brown delivers on both snark and heart here, giving readers an impressively built plot while never losing sight of Cordelia as a wounded soul [...] who has used a combination of biting wit, self-deprecation, and sheer force of will to withstand the lasting damage of her father's abuse."

—BCCB

From the Publisher

2023-05-24
A week before the 100th anniversary of a Massachusetts town’s founding, demons emerge.

Urban legend has it that Ruin’s End founder Ryeland Jones made a deal with a demon to establish the town. Deal Day, the eve of the town’s anniversary, is said to be a time when one person’s wish is granted. Skeptic Cordelia Scott does not buy it. That is, until Fred Williams, a demon masquerading as her cheesy high school guidance counselor, confirms that not only is Deal Day real, but Cordelia actually made a bargain with Fred when she banished her abusive father seven years ago. As the stage manager for Our Demon Town, a musical about the town’s founding, Cordelia is heading into a grueling tech week when Fred tasks her with a seemingly impossible mission that will require her to literally face her inner demons of guilt and self-hate and very real monsters—like an aswang from Filipino folktales. She is helped by many, including best friend and love interest Veronica, and also turns to her Catholic church for support. Fans of black comedy will enjoy the quirky plot, preposterous premise of a demon trapped in a Precious Moments Maleficent figurine, and scenes of gory violence sprinkled with sardonic commentary. However, the story is let down by confusing plot gaps and repetition that impedes deeper character development. Cordelia and Veronica are Filipina; most other characters are cued White.

In need of refinement. (Paranormal. 13-18)

Kirkus Reviews